hi everyone! the hectic week has passed! finally the dreadful and awful long week has passed and the keys test is over! woo! long live the holidays! (only for 3 weeks) -.- and we have 3 e-learning assignments! zzzz. and i wear until so formal ytd, everyone thought i got date or going to watch a performance sia! LOL. but my girl(space)friend should know why i wear till so formal. hahas! and after school 9 of us went to hard rock cafe at orchard. hahas. spent like $275! so ex sia X.X lucky houston got $350 vouchers :D THKS HOUSTON! so after that we walked around orchard but bought nothing! so we went home and i met up with _|_ bros and went home at 2am+. hahas. was supposed to celebrate wanting's bdae today at 12.30, but i woke up at 12.30! sorry wanting! ):
now for some photos!



this was what wendy, doreen and michelle shared.
and this is houston's dinner. (:
and again the three girls shared this. and again.
gerald's strip steak! this costs $42.50!
trio combo! weisheng and caspar ate this.
and this is my pepper steak (:

didn't have a chance to take picture with girl(space)friend again! so sad! ): hahas. okok. i gtg now. and to end off with a song! BYES!



Boston - Augustana

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed
This world you must have crossed, you said

You don’t know me, and you don't even care
ooo yea
She said you don't know me, and you don't wear my chains ooo yea

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field
When the flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me, and you don’t even care
ooo yea
And she said you don't know me, and you don't wear my
chains
ooo yea

She said I think I'll going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
I'll fly them out to Spain

I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of the sunset
Hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Ooo yea

In Boston! No one knows my name
Yeaa
No one knows my name
No one knows my name

Yeaa

In Boston no one knows my name

♥ Music is love.
1:18 PM Saturday, May 31, 2008

ahh! im sick. flu + sore throat. damn. keys test tmrw. gotta chiong man. ytd had a really good bonding session with class 02. DMAT DMAT DMAT! hahas. morning went to school late. saw hakim at mrt station. hahas. he sure never change one man. hahas. den music theory was fun cause james treated us to drinks. hahas. midi was boring as usual and that made maths even worse. LOL. stayed back after maths to practice keys. didnt take photo with peixiu. awwww. my girl (space) friend! HAHAS! omgomg. shhh. okok so anyways, i came home and borrowed the keyboard from my neighbour. hahas. and i practiced again. until i got sick of it, and i oso got sick; physically. omg. not again. sians. i ate medi. AND I KNW HOW TO PLAY BOSTON PROPERLY ALR. BOTH HANDS. HAHAS. now i learning pictures of you by the last goodnight. damn so hard. i wanna get a keyboard asap. i asked my mum alr. weeee. tmrw keys test CHIONG AR. dun care alr. zzzz. tmrw DMAT outing! most probably not sure yet. hahas. gonna wear long sleeve tmrw. you all shall see what's happening! wahahahas. i shant reveal any more secrets. hahas. i shall go rest now. BYES! (:
♥ Music is love.
7:24 PM Thursday, May 29, 2008

2 more days to freedom! editied my podcast again. hahas. quite tired now. tmrw gonna practice keys again. hahas. today practiced for 3 hours. quite tiring man. lols. and i think my cashcard spoil! zzz. cannot buy drink. zomg. and i'm tired. i think i wanna go sleep alr. nights!

DMAT people ftw! hahas.
♥ Music is love.
12:11 AM

WOOTS. REMT podcast done, music theory test over, CD presentation over now left with keyboard test on friday which i have not prepared 100%. BUT WHO CARES? IM 75% FREE. LOLS! jyjyjy. i think i handing up REMT podcast on friday. tmrw gonna edit nicely again. hahas! and tmrw no ideas, school starts at 1 but gonna reach by 11 to help seow hung with her podcast and midi lesson we're gonna watch some performance i think practically thr's no lesson tmrw! hahahahas. and today's music theory test was okok. styll can handle, think can pass! hahas. and the student dialog meeting was quite fun. dr timothy chan is rather witty. hahas. and i shall go slack now! byes! (:

And I’ll taste every moment 
And live it out loud 
I know this is the time, 
This is the time to be 
More than a name 
Or a face in the crowd 
I know this is the time 
This is the time of my life 
The time of my life 

♥ Music is love.
11:20 PM Tuesday, May 27, 2008

next week is torture week. tuesday music theory test and friday keyboard test.
haven't studied for music theory and keyboard test only confident with set piece; appregios, chord progression and scales not revised yet! help! MUST revise everyday after tuesday next week. GO KEN GO. finally done with REMT script and CD presentation slides! Next tuesday CD presentation and music theory test. shall record REMT script next week! GOGOGOGO. AFTER NEXT WEEK EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT. then will have 3 weeks break. haven\ to complete music theory and keyboard and REMT assignments. shan't think of them now. DMAT chalet from 11 to 13 june! woots. gotta enjoy. and now i'm off to study for music theory! tmrw SPCO performing at Singapore River Raft Race at Singapore River! MUSIC THEORY GOGOGO!

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright if I just breathe
Breathe

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain


maybe, just maybe.
i'll say goodbye.

♥ Music is love.
1:31 PM Saturday, May 24, 2008

well. just now after i've done the quiz, i fell asleep. tired out. decided to do music theory tmrw. heck. slept till like 8. den after eating dinner watched tv till like 10. den my mum and sis argued again. lik wtf man? my sister ask me nephew go sleep, abit fierce la. cause my sister angry he got so low marks for his exams. understandable what? then me mum say my sis so fierce, one day grow up he will run away. like wtf man? den argue say what my sister give birth to second one will neglect first one? like wth la. so damn irritating. then say till my sis pekcek and my mm also pekcek. fuck man. cannot just shao shuo liang ju? my sister already going to move to her new house in like 1 week plus time. cannot just spend more quality time together? my house going to be very quiet without my sister and nephew. only me, my mum and my dad. hais. sibei dulan-ed. den i brought my laptop to the living room and put on my headphone and blast my song so that i hear nothing! i oso dun care alr.
and peijin was online! but only chatted like 5mins. she reached wuxi alr and need to unpack. hahas. glad that she's safe (:

and i'm in love with the song kidnap my heart by click five. (:





The Click Five - Kidnap My Heart.

Hey girl
What's your name
I think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know
How to get me all to your own
Weekends work the best
I'll pick the place, you do the rest
Hey now
Don't be shy
But you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight
Never thought it could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart

Can you get me up
More fun that I can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be here to keep you company
Put your hand in mine
Better hold on tight for the ride
Love at first sight
Never thought it could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart

Love at first sight
Never thought it could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart....

♥ Music is love.
10:35 PM Tuesday, May 20, 2008

ok. i'm been tagged by Kenix, Kenny and Shawnald respectively. so i'm here to do your quizzes!
i don't want to be spoilsport so yea. I'll do the quizzes respectively.

So firstly by Kenix,

1. Pick up the nearest book.
2. Open to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the next three sentences.
5. Tag five people and post a comment to the person who tagged you once you've posted your three sentences.

My three sentences are,
Its was Sharon.
'Holly, i know you're in there so just listen to me, OK?'
Holly sniffed back the tears that were beginning to well.

My book was P.S I Love You by Cecelia Ahern.
And the 5 people i tag is.. Keith, Sharyl, Chu Lien, Pei Xiu and Jolene. (:

Secondly by Kenny,

1) do you wish to do this test?
not really, but i don't want to be a spoilsport so here i am (:

2a) who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend?
i'm not gay! friends ftw!

2b) who is more important to you? friends or girlfriend?
er.. friends. i'm still single. (:

3) who is the person i trust most?
myself!

4) do you think you have enough confidence?
sometimes. but currently no.

5) do you like jay chou?
YES!

6) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
YES!

7) what is your goal this year?
to get good GPA throughout the year? lols. and some thing else. wahahas.

8) do you believe in eternity love?
yes i believe!

9) have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
no way! that's too extreme man. hahas.

10) what feeling you love most?
when i spend time with closest friends and family. (:

11) what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
to love me (:

12) list out 5 best friends of yours? (no rank)
5 best friends? omg that's too little la. too many to list! (:

13) do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes duh!

14) what do you think is the most important thing in my life?
my friends and family!

15) do you love anime?
BLEACH FTW!

16) describe the person who tagged me in 5 words?
funny, sociable, zai, zai and zai. LOL.

17) what have you done to please yourself
hanging out with dear friends (:

18) if time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
i love my life (:

19) name one girl you are madly in love with.
hmm.. ask kelvin for that. LOL! shhh =x=x

20)what music do you like the most?
all sorts except r&b, hip-hop and techno.


Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all. :D

1)kelvin

2)yuan ting

3)jiajia

4)joanne

5)yibin

6)shawnald

7)wei lun

8)wilson

AND finally lastly by Shawnald,

i'm supposed to post 10 random things or hobbies about myself, and tag 10 people afterwards. so here goes.

1)i love BBCO!
2)i love mahjong! LOL.
3)i love "magic word". =D
4)_|_ bros ftw!
5)female confidante ftw!
6)i love basketball.
7)i love singing but i suck at it.
8)i love music.
9)i miss you.
10)i wish i skipped lessons and went to the airport just now.

the fortunate 10 people,
dingchao, elliot, jasmine, kenix, melody, pearlyn, kenny, ying hao, amelia, sonia!

YES IM DONE. SHALL UPDATE LATER.
byes. (:
♥ Music is love.
4:15 PM

sprained my leg again. long time never got sprain already. lols? kinda dumb to say that.
yesterday night went for SPCO camp, was sick during fri night and sat morning. so didn't go.
was kinda fun, except that the night walk was a failure. i was the first pair to go. so.. nvm.
slept for 3 hours only. den ah gong drove us to BBCO. was late for like one hour. hahas.
finally the exams were over and so many people came. hahas. but very little went for lunch.
only me, peijin, wan ting, hsien han, jia jia, rui ping, kenny, dave, deng yin and jason went.
went home at about 2 plus, reaching 3. in the end never go grandma's house. so slacked.
went to bball at 5.30. den played till 9. sprained my ankle by a little only. lucky. if not die.
and i have nothing to post already. should i go out DMAT-ians tmrw? see first bah. no ka-ching.

off to do music theory and come up with a script for REMT. byes.


and i don't know what else to do anymore.
guess i'll just leave it as it is first?
seriously, i'm left speechless.



Lifehouse Desktop by ~VanMarie on deviantART

and how can i, stand here with you, and not be moved by you.
would you tell me, how could it be, any better than this?
and how can i, stand here with you, and not be moved by you.
would you tell me, how could it be, any better, any better than this?

♥ Music is love.
9:44 PM Sunday, May 18, 2008

Life is gone by *ssilence on deviantART

hi. i dunno how to start. but i'm starting now anyway.
ok. im half dead now. ok im just crapping again. it's always liddat.
firstly, school sucks. i hate maths. im so gonna flunk it. and midi is always so sleepy.
tmrw having keys and et again. i hate et. so hard to sing. and keys getting harder. so many things.
i think im just repeating what i posted last time. but who cares. you can close this window if you don't like it.
and i hate singing in et. especially singing musical notes. sucks.
i dread tmrw. and im not going SPCO camp alr. only staying for sat night and sun morning.

was practicing et just now. but i gave up. nvm. stupid et.

on a lighter note. today had a really LONG and CHATTY convo with peijin the crazy girl. wahahas. damn long ok. hahas. (:

and im still revising maths which i have totally no clue of what's going on. this sucks.

and my eyes giving me problems again. nights.

happy birthday peixiu. (:


i dare you to move,
i dare you to move,
i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor.
i dare you to move,
i dare you to move,
like today never happened.
today never happened before.
♥ Music is love.
10:56 PM Thursday, May 15, 2008

ok. first time using deviantart pictures. shall upload more next time. this is a random sentence.

sui ran wo yuan yi by wu jia hui is very nice. his voice like girl. but rocks man. rocks.


regrets. shld have been more realistic. now thinking of regrets oso no use.
have to work super hard. no choice alr. i don't want to waste my parent's money. jy ken. jy

joanne shuo de dui, sometimes life is that practical. cannot always pursue dreams. enjoy what you have in life and move on. just liddat. simple enough?
yet it's the simplicity that makes it so difficult.(copyrighted from sharyl)

i think having a female confidante is better than a guy confidante. (:

getting late. tmrw keys and music theory. better get some sleep. nights. (:




i dunno what to do anymore. someone help me pls.



♥ Music is love.
10:41 PM Monday, May 12, 2008

sick. zzz. woke up by a msg from xy. was sleeping man. stupid fever.
ARGH. i think i'm thinking too much. but i can't slow down. not now. too crucial.
if end of the world is true, i want it to hurry it up and begin.
kill all humanity, revolution of change. and a new start begins.

new start begins. how nice would it be.


happy mother's day mummy. (:
♥ Music is love.
10:31 PM Sunday, May 11, 2008

great doubts. great great doubts.
sucks.
2012 end of the world? hurry up please.
don't keep me waiting.
i hate that.


FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK
TTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
♥ Music is love.
3:09 AM

revolution of change, all crossed out, nothing left.
no life plan,
what will come will come, if it doesn't, then so be it.
how things go, how things are, how things were meant to be.


i may not be the Ken you all know.


goodbye.

Matchbox Twenty - How Far We've Come
I’m waking up at the start of the end of the world
But it's feeling just like every other morning before
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone

The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour and I
Started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

But I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well, I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Well I believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know
And I can't remember caring for an hour or so
Started crying and I couldn't stop myself
I started running but there's no where to run to

I sat down on the street, took a look at myself
Said where you going man, you know the world is headed for hell?
Say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well, I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come (right now)
Let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend
Let's see how far we've come (oh yeah)
Let's see how far we've come

It's gone, gone, baby it's all gone
There's no one on the corner and there's no one at home
Well it was cool, cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me, and it's over for you
It's gone, gone, baby its all gone
There's no one on the corner and there's no one at home
Well it was cool, cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me and it's over for you

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come (oh yeah)
Let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend
Let's see how far we've come (oh yeah)
Let's see how far we've come

Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

♥ Music is love.
7:03 PM Saturday, May 10, 2008

getting tired easily these few days. oh well.
i just wanna sleep. just wanna sleep.
dunno whether i should go or not. maybe go one time see see first?
but for the sake of myself, i think i will.
and i starting to think of alot of things.
alot of nonsense.
alot.
distractions go away please.

sunday mahjong please kelvin! (:
♥ Music is love.
11:28 PM Thursday, May 8, 2008

i guess life is starting to have a twist now.. or has it already started since the first day of school but i didn't notice it? maybe im slow but.. i guess i started to notice it changing until now. it's gonna be a long post. so for those of you who dun wanna read about my boring life, pls press alt - f4. (:

studies.
i guess it's been hectic since the first day of school. teachers and seniors keep saying that last minute work is useless, you have to be consistent and not be lazy. but.. i have not started revising consistently? it's so tiring. i guess i really have to study now and have a no-life life and start to be a bookworm.. or rather, call me a nerd.

health.
same too? been jogging and playing basketball. body aching like hell. it's so tiring. i have 3 years to keep fit for NS.. i guess i should not give up on this. if it's too tiring i might skip a day or two.. depends. and my condition.. i still do not know whether it is serious or whether there is anything wrong with me at all. next appointment is 22nd may. going down to SGH again. second time.. for another test and x ray. cost my parents a bomb.. haish. stupid government. x ray also so expensive. what kind of medical treatment you providing for the people? so expensive. you think everyone earn 4 to 5k a month? my family is not rich but we're able to at least feed ourselves and have a bit of savings. im also trying to save money for the family. but if i find a part time job, im scared that i will be unable to find time to concentrate on my studies. this sucks man. den 6 june need go back SGH again for the medical report. this sucks.

cca.
GOING JEER INSPIRED COTT. <- figure this sentence out and i'll treat you a meal. now got two ccas, spco and spse. mr lee may be leaving at the end of the year after the dec concert. i dunno what to do. anyway, i think if mr lee quits, i will leave too. depends. see the situation first.
spse. i wanna play cello. but i don't think im up to it. i keep wanting to learn a new instrument. like piano, cello, etc. but i SUCK at reading staff scores. i guess if i cannot cope with spse i'll have to quit it and continue with spco den.
bbco. and i think the time has come for mr lee to give up on bbco after the august concert. he has already made plans to combine with hong kah north cc co. some people might not want to continue, don't want to mention who. i guess i'll join. but it'll be an entirely different atmosphere. see first bah.

i wanna get a keyboard but no money so its equal to impossible now..
i want the doctor to say that thr's nothing wrong with me when i go back on 6 june for my medical report.
i wanna be an expert in keyboard/piano but i think it's gonna take until im very old.
i feel like school is taking it's toll on me and i begin to feel that i might not be able suitable for this course.
i wanna be fit and healthy but it's gonna take me 3 years.
there is totally nothing i can do if everyone from bbco doesn't want to move to hong kah north cc.
i have great doubts about having two ccas.

how i wish i could just end this right now, but i cant waste my family's efforts and money.
how i wish the doomsday that was predicted by some wizards and the prophecy would come true on dec 2012 and the world would end just like that.
how i wish that stories and wl, david and i made up would come true one day, but i know it's impossible.
how i wish this.. how i wish that.. how i wish..




im still waiting. still waiting.
and i love mahjong.
i think only bbco knows what i mean. (:

Labels: life.

♥ Music is love.
10:47 PM Sunday, May 4, 2008

update update. these few days so tired. my body is not tired, but when i reach home, my eyes will close automatically when i lie on my bed. think my eyes got problem. maybe like weilun said not enough moisture? not sure. just very tired. school is getting really tiring, what's with maths tutorial which we all don't understand during class and keys is getting more fun but i wanna buy a keyboard which i don't haven money now and music theory is getting more interesting because we always make fun of the teacher now and ear training is as hard as ever because of singing and the sharps and flats and REMT is as slack as ever with Glow around but overall DMAT is very fun! hahas. except for IDEA of course. -.- stupid 20% assignment. i haven do at all sia. tmrw MUST do. alrights, off to do music theory now. BYE!


tired man. tired of all these. f***ing attitude problem. i just wanna do what i want. like that also buay song. fed up man. think you very big? i will do what i think is right and when i want to do it's my problem, and it's none of your business. get a life la, your thinking is too immature already. time for you to grow up. shan't continue anymore. bye.
♥ Music is love.
8:01 PM Saturday, May 3, 2008

GOING JEER INSPRIED COTT.

try and figure out what i'm saying. it's a sentence. i only mixed the letters up.
sucks man. going to do my homework now. i wanna sleep. bye all.


CORRINNE MAY FTW!


slowly it does, slowly it seems.
♥ Music is love.
1:34 PM Thursday, May 1, 2008

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