music.

MOVED.

2009-03-04T00:38:00.001+08:00

Hi people! I've moved to my wordpress blog, not going to use this blog anymore, except to keep my links. Haha. Check out my wordpress blog at my link! Thanks. :D

Happy New Year 2009!

2009-01-01T03:09:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year and welcome 2009!
So sorry that I didn't blog here quite often, as I'm updating more on wordpress. Although wordpress is only slightly better than this.. HAHA!
Ok so last sunday morning went to Ding Chao's house and did music theory.. have to thank Ding Chao alot! Haha. After that went to Compass Point with Wendy to have something to eat and Wendy also had to buy her gift exchange present.. Haha. So we reached around 2plus and went walking around and I bought the party ware and drinks. Waited at MRT till around 4.45 then everyone had reached. Then we walked to Mrs Soh house to celebrate Christmas.. had a really great time PREPARING THE FOOD. I cut apples into strips and kept washing plates after plates after bowls after bowls after cutlery after cutlery. HAHA I'M THE WASHER BOY. After that we had gift exchange and I got chocolate sweets(?) from Cladys! Haha! After that around 9plus took bus 161 with Vincent to Woodlands.. surprisingly it only took like 25mins? Super fast! Haha. After that took another 30mins to reach home.. Looks like Sengkang is quite near afterall! Haha.
Ok I shall stop here now as tomorrow morning going out with my mum to buy CNY clothes! Woohoo! G'night to you all and Happy New Year once more! :D

One word, You know I will follow,
one heart, broken to You.
Use me again,
Your mercies follow me for all my days.

Ex-BBCO!

2008-12-22T01:35:00.002+08:00

Today was totally awesome! Ex-BBCO BBQ Party! Woohoo! One word - Fun!
It was damn sweet man, seeing all my friends again, it's like family reunion! :D
If you wanna see photos, please go to my facebook account and see the album! Haha thanks!
Shall update next time, work tomorrow. Bye peeps!

Wonder when's the next time again,
for all these memories,
all the good times,
all the fun and laughter, troubles and hardship we shared.

Well, well, well.

2008-12-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

I think I've mentioned it on my wordpress blog.. but not here.
I'm blogging more on my wordpress blog for updates now. Won't be updating here frequently. Haha. Ok but anyway, I'm just gonna update here for awhile because so many people have bugged me to update here. Haha.
Basically I've been going through alot of things. I believe the last update i made was roughly one week before MST, and it's only the quiz. Lol. Now with the holidays, I have been working at Fuhua Primary School bookshop for the past 4 weekdays. Work can be slack or really busy when alot of parents come. Really depends on the crowd. Haha. However, I still have Music Theory Assignment, Music Theory Chapter 4, REMT, CRS, and last but not least, Pd! -.- I bet no one has even started on Pd man. Haha.
Tmrw gonna work, then at night gonna celebrate XueYing's Bdae. Happy advanced birthday first! :D
Ok, I have updated already. Goodbye and see y'all! (:

And I don't want the world to see me 
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand 
When everything's made to be broken 
I just want you to know who I am

quiz.

2008-11-27T23:48:00.004+08:00

Ok Valerie.. here's your quiz. :D

THE RULES :
People who were tagged , need to blog about their 10 weird habits/little facts.
At the end , you have to choose 10 person to be tagged and list their names.

1) I am lame.

2) I love basketball.

3) I can be hyper lame till you cannot stand me, you have to sit on me. Haha. But I can also be serious till the max.

4) I love to walk, even if it's like very long distance.

5) I cannot leave home without my mp3 player.

6) I love to think and reflect on my life oftenly.

7) I don't like techno, R&B, Hip-hop, Rap music. For techno only the exception of Hellogoodbye, they rock!

8) I love to play guitar and keyboard, but I suck at both. Haha.

9) I am not emo.. If I'm especially quiet means I'm thinking deeply. But sometimes I can be sad. Haha. Humans got feelings you know?!

10) I'm falling, surely and deeply. (:

those who wanna do can go ahead? :D

Done. :D

Megan!

2008-11-16T20:25:00.004+08:00

Megan is so cute!! haha. that's my niece's btw. :D it's her first month anniversary today, so our whole family and relatives went over and had buffet lunch. haha. she's so cute! :D when i just carried her she immediately smiled! i think because she's thinking : "My uncle's tummy so nice to sleep on! So comfortable!" HAHA. ok i shall go off now to rest. BYE :D

Help me, help me, help me,
cause all i need is You.
Help me, help me , help me,
cause all i need is You.

another week.

2008-11-14T19:54:00.002+08:00

another week has passed by.. I LOVE D5 MORE AND MORE! :D

so monday was another long typical day.. thinking of dropping dip plus, seriously. guys how? drop/don't drop? we don't really have the passion for it.. maybe acting really is not our stuff then. must discuss by next monday!

tues.. was fun as usual in REMT.. but went home 10pm again due to recording. but Gerald didn't come! say he sick.. ya right. haha. but we're done already, but need to edit..

(notice i'm updating day by day haha)

wed had first pm at SP! was damn nervous.. i think i'm still shy, like Ryan and Wilfrid.. but did have a breakthrough! :D

thurs went for first CG! jieru is powerful! :D after CG went to have dinner with Peifen, Gentson, Qi Wei, Val, Muying, Qianqian, Jasmine, Peijun and Zhenghui. Pf is seriously damn funny to the max. i think when Sharyl + Peifen become crazy the whole world will go crazy. haha. but nonetheless was quite entertaining! Pf = drama queen HAHAHA.

fri! CRS is done! WOOHOO. i think i talk damn alot. haha. which is a good thing i guess? then went home to trim my hair and went back to school again. den before midi started when everyone came back from their GEMS we sang birthday song for Ryan the 9-year-old kid for his bdae tmrw! haha and gave him the cake BUT HE DIDN'T EAT. AWWW SO SAD. HAHAHA. cause the cake was SMEARED with WASABI on the sides! damn funny man. in the end he found out lor.. not exciting! haha. after midi went to slack at fc6 with Wendy, Doreen, Keith, Ryan, Elliot and Rebec for awhile den went back home.. SUNNY DAY SKY 2.4M! HAHA. craze about sunny day sky is never gonne stop.. HAHA.

ok i gtg sleep now. tmrw bball at cdans! woohoo! i dun have to travel =p. nighty!

"My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in your weakness."
[2Corinthians 12:9]

busy.

2008-11-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

so what a busy week!
monday until 9.30.. dip plus..
tues until 11plus.. Nick Vujicic..
wed! only day went home early..
thurs.. recording till 10pm shiok!
fri.. went HOGC again.. talk by Paster Kong!
TODAY'S THE DAY!
I OVERSLEPT BY 50MINS! but amazingly i reached the Church of Sacred Heart at 9.05am with Daniel =p. Glow so handsome!... and blur! haha.
Priest : "So how are you feeling Geoff?"
Geoff : "ER...."

HAHA CLASSIC EXPRESSION.

ok then i went home and went out again for another service by Paster Kong! He's damn good and COOL seriously.. :D

Ok i shall go sleep now. g'night! :D

You know, i know, everyone knows now. :D

update.

2008-11-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

woah oh! i haven't been blogging. haha. okok. i shall update now. if not Joanne will keep bugging me. haha. so my week has been very busy.. last week nothing really much happened.. erm.. on sunday 2/8 went to Darren's new house for bbq! woohoo! quite a good gathering. met my old old buddies.. Qx, Junjie, Jiajie, Isa, Fiz, Ahmad, Az, Sheela, Joanne, Diana, SS, Jerome and many more.. damn nice man. met with Qx at cck and waited for Joanne and SS. saw Az and Sheela at CCK inter. so went there together. Junjie was waiting for us at bus stop. haha. so we talked/ate/played guitar/went to buy stuff/went to Darren's house/bbq from like 3+pm to about 9+/10. haha. it was really damn nice..
so monday was lessons again and ended at 9.10 of dip plus.. it's getting more fun seriously! haha. played trust game and it was really tiring man. need to get enough sleep for mondays.. and ytd was tues! went to see Nick Vujicic with Sharyl, Daniel and Ryan! woohoo inspirational talker. really strong and powerful. it really changed me. we went from like 3+pm waiting for Sharyl's friends and only went in the hall at 6+pm. haha. den it started and woah man it was full house. damn fun and exciting! haha. i was damn nervous but woohoo! it was really great! actually planned to go today too but i couldn't make it.. ): but nvm i am getting the t shirt! haha.
have i updated enough? =p. i think so. i need to sleep now.. tmrw's lesson is at 8am.. night! :D

And it's okay 
If you had to go away 
Oh, just remember the telephones 
Well, they're working in both ways 
But if I never, ever hear them ring 
If nothing else 
I'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else 
And that's okay 
Cause I'll remember everything you say

dilemma.

2008-10-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

today was a tiring tiring day. went to school for REMT lesson and was damn fun! we played with Protools and edited the stupid speech again. haha. den went to PS after REMT for lunch at foodcourt and ate the chicken rice and it was damn good lei. haha. den we went to yamaha and ding chao was playing one song to the climax and the staff and said, "HELLO PLEASE DO NOT PRACTICE ON THE PIANO" so anti-climax man! den we went to arcade and play outrun and i was 1st in all 3 games! woohoo! damn shiok man. den we went home and i am so tired. finished theory and i think i'm going to sleep now. byes! (:

high school musical 3.

2008-10-26T00:30:00.003+08:00

so what a rough week. Pd fractic. anyway it's over for assignment 1 now. didn't go for bball today. i'm sorry, Sora. instead met up with them in the evening to watch HSM3. still quite nice, although i prefer 1. and i still have to prepare a list for tmrw bbco. i shall go do it and sleep now, bye.

i'm sorry to everyone.

yes.

2008-10-24T20:07:00.002+08:00

thanks everyone for your concern. but i think i'm fine now. (:
and sorry to those who asked but didn't tell them what happened. my apologies.
but now, i know already. i understand already.
i'll be fine.

don't ask me.

2008-10-21T22:10:00.001+08:00

i don't know what im feeling.
i don't know whether to continue.
i don't know anymore.

acting.

2008-10-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

wooo. today was fun. swearing swearing and swearing. shld take a look at my script. damn nice man. almost every other sentence got vulgar words. lol. i shall only say them during acting. i am totally bored out by midi classes. i dunno why, but midi is supposedly to be fun and it's one of the core modules. but i have totally no idea how to handle the synthesizers? this will be a problem..
was actually damn tired by 5pm, but during acting class, mood totally changed. thr's been addition of 4 new people and got to know katie. think she's damn professional that kind. haha. so i am going to sleep now. tmrw remt lesson recording! night (:

happy birthday jasmine! (:

TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH JAP NOW! :D

i miss you.

2008-10-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

Blink 182 - I Miss You

(I miss you, miss you)

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of the morgue,
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

2008-10-17T02:17:00.001+08:00

i cried.

quiz.

2008-10-16T19:35:00.014+08:00

Tagged by jolene!

Answer the following questions:
1 ) The last person who tagged you is : Jolene.

2 ) Your relationship with him / her is : Friend.

3 ) Your impressions on him / her is : Tall for a girl!

4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you : Help me with my keys :D

5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you : "You play very good already." Haha.

6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will : Not know how to reaction.

7 ) If he / she becomes your lover ,thing he / she has to improve on will be : Nothing.

8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be : I don't make enemies. Haha.

9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is : I don't know. >.<

10 ) your overall impression on him / her is : A kind-hearted soul :D

11 ) how you think people around you feel about you : Lame and funny.

12 ) the character you love about yourself is : My lameness? Haha.

13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is: Lack of confidence.

14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is : Myself.

15 ) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :

1) Sharyl
2) Ryan
3) Keith
4) Elliot

5) Seow Hung
6) Pei Xiu
7) Amelia
8) Stacie
9) Kenix
10) Charlene

16 ) who is no.6 having a relationship with?
Me. Boy(space)friend. Haha.

17) is no.9 a male or a female?
Female duh.

18 ) if no.7 and no.10 are together , will it be a good thing?
.... NOPE.

19 ) how about no.8 and 5 ?
Nope too.

20 ) what is no.2 studying about?
DMAT! (:

21 ) when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Today morning. Haha.

22 ) what music band does no.8 like?
Gazette.

23 ) Does no.1 have any siblings ?
One elder sister.

24 ) will you woo no.3 ?
... I'm straight.

25 ) how bout no.7?
She already has a boyfriend. Haha.

27 ) whats the surname of no.5?
Lim!

28 ) whats the hobby of no.4?
BAND BAND BAND.

29 ) do no.5 and 9 get along?
They don't know each other (:

30 ) where is no.2 studying at?
SP DMIT.

31 ) talk something casually about no.1?
My best friend :D

32 ) have you tried to develop feelings for no.8?
Already developed.

33 ) where does no.9 live at?
Australia, Sydney.

34 ) what colour does no.4 like?
I only know he don't like yellow. Cause yellow = durians. HAHA.

35 ) are no.1 and 5 best friends?
They're very close! But no.1 is my best friend :D

36 ) does no.7 like no.2?
HAHA 7 YEAR OLD KID AND DA JIE. OMG.

37 ) how do you get to know no.2?
DMAT! (:

38 ) does no.1 have any pets?
A botak dog! =P

39 ) is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
No comments =P.

Done!

contacts.

2008-10-14T19:59:00.002+08:00

yea man. ytd was dip plus and first day of school. so cool man. at lunch around 20plus of dmat-ers go kfc and have lunch, way awesome. den after school went to first acting class. damn cool the lecturer, i like the way she speaks, very inspiring. i must say it was quite good. saw my sec sch friend too, he was from drama. haha. den today! remt lesson was a studio tour. haha. learnt alot. den after that went to popular to buy textbooks and a notebook for my journal. lol. den went home to bathe and went to bpp to collect my contact lens. ty henry de chicken for accompaning me. haha. I BRING YOU GOOD LUCK HOR. haha. okok. i got to go wrtie my journal now. bye!

maybe this is the time now.

and it's over.

2008-10-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

holidays i mean, for the title. lol. and yes, school is reopening tmrw and i'm very tired now. ytd played basketball from 6 till 10. den went for supper till 1. den went to christopher's house to watch the negotiator until 4plus den went home to sleep. omg. kena woken up by my mum at 12.30 to eat lunch, den went to grandma's house and now just came back. i'm still very tired. i shall go pack my bag and go sleep already. nights! :D

And what if i say i love you again,
would you open your heart and let me in.
open your eyes and take a look,
and see how beautiful you are to me.

a picture of you.

2008-10-10T00:35:00.003+08:00

de de du de den!
and this song is stuck in my head, a 10 year old song, a picture of you - boyzone.
omgomg. damn nice.
and today woke up at 11, went back to sleep till 4. lol. played bball, wanted to get contacts but failed. tmrw den get ba. went to meet charlene at 12midnight lol, bought bread and chocolate!
damn nice. 1.95. strawberry jelly in a chocolate <3
and now im gonna sleep le. nights!

I had a picture of you in my mind 
Never knew it could be so wrong 
Why'd it take me so long just to find 
The friend that was there all along

in love.

2008-10-09T01:29:00.004+08:00

hiya. quite an eventful day today. morning went to tutor maths. from 9plus to 2plus. i slept at 4plus am, wake up at 8plus am. lol. only had 4 hours of sleep. den in the afternoon, went to help shiling with her gems. after that went home, bathed, come out of the house, RAIN POURING LIKE WHAT SIA. i go out whole shirt wet. -.- went home and changed. met up with amelia keith and seowhung for suki dinner at hougang. houston elliot and peixiu joined us after that. ate till siao. spammed the scallops and sashimi all the way! damn damn full. ate till 930 and mrt-ed home. i need some sleep, hopefully can get contacts tmrw. nights!

currently in love with this song,

回忆的音乐盒 (原来的"失落非主流") 或者叫着, 說好幸褔呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呐
伴你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了却了我哭了
一开始的不快乐你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呐
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦淹了
开心与不开心一一敘訴着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呐
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呐
伴你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了却了我哭了
一开始的不快乐你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呐
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦淹了
开心与不开心一一敘訴着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呐
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呐
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦淹了
我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呐
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

WOOO.

2008-10-07T14:51:00.004+08:00

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WOOOHOOOO.

lala.

2008-10-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

ok. today was tiring. woke up at 7. went to jelapang and played bball. from 8am to 1pm. den went to panjang plaza and eat lunch. kfc was super super bloated. maybe going bpp to make contacts. ask yq bring me go. haha. super tired. slept at 5pm woke up at 8pm. now can't get back to sleep. but i must, tmrw waking up at 8. going out to celebrate christopher's bdae tmrw morning. nights!

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

sian.

2008-10-03T16:15:00.001+08:00

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oh here we go.

2008-10-02T23:10:00.003+08:00

and the diploma plus is really driving me crazy. didn't go for work already, sick of it already. will be rotting at home. maybe i should go bball tmrw with sora at 2pm at cckcc. shld i? see first. i shld sleep early, wanna get back my body clock. goodnight!
i wanna go in diploma plus! thks jolene and elliot for your concern :D

I’m alive
And I don’t need a witness
You know that I survived
I’m not looking for forgiveness
Yeah I just need light
I need a light in the dark as I search for the resolution

happy birthday!

2008-10-01T01:52:00.003+08:00

hello everyone. work today was fine. only worked for 3 hours, but nonetheless got money. so at 8pm, headed down to boon keng and went to surprise sharyl at one cafe called "The Ark" which was at Kallang CC. only me and ryan went to surprise as seow hung met up with sharyl already but sharyl didn't know ryan and me were coming too. haha. the cafe had a nice ambience, if i stayed near there i would go there everyday. lol. too bad i need an hour ride to get there. so there was a live band and they were pretty good, and seow hung sung two songs, very good as well. and we almost got into playing stupid for you by marie digby but we were too shy LOL so we didn't play. so we listened and chatted till around 11pm when the cafe closes and i headed home. met up with david and kaya for supper as they were out. only to reach home now and i got to go sleep as i got work tmrw 4pm at suntec. goodnight!

happy 17th birthday sharyl! (:
happy birthday mummy! (:

work.

2008-09-29T04:36:00.002+08:00

work just turned out to be just great. edwin treated us to dinner today and we all saved loads of money. i feel working with him is a blessing. i wanna work for him for the rest of the week too! haha i'm being biased. ok my life is pretty much pathetic and i have nothing to update already. goodbye!

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breath
To make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

hi.

2008-09-26T23:00:00.003+08:00

hi all. back from dmat chalet. as usual, lots of nonsense, laughter, stupid things, fun and enjoyable. so i went home on thurs morning, reached home at around 10, slept then went for work at 9pm till 3am, counting people! woots. so shiok. den today went for briefing on how to use a PDA. so shiok!
lemme explain.

1. Are you from Singapore or Overseas?
IF SINGAPORE, SURVEY COMPLETE.
IF OVERSEAS, CONTINUE TO QUESTION 2.
2. What is your country of residence?
Enter country THEN SURVEY DONE. LOLOLOLOL. SOMEMORE USING PDA, DOING IT IN 5 SECONDS? LOL. AND IM USING IT TMRW FOR THE F1. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

IMAGINE THAT. OMG I'M SO HIGH NOW.
BUT I NEED TO SLEEP. GOODBYE! :D

ipod touch.

2008-09-20T16:21:00.003+08:00

just a short one.
i have decided. i will get the ipod touch 8gb $388. 56 hours of work.
gogogogogogo!

working.

2008-09-19T01:04:00.002+08:00

right.. so it's been a week since i updated. let's see.. what have i missed out. oh last friday went to sentosa with DMAT! but not all, only 11 of us went. then....... basically my life is just staying at home and rotting during the holidays. OH AND I'VE LEARNT HARD DAY'S NIGHT ALREADY! HAHA. yes amazingly and results are out and i am so happy and i am so sad now because my work starts tomorrow at 8PM and ends at....... 3AM. LIKE HELLO WHO WILL DO SURVEYS AT 1/2 AM IN THE MORNING? well maybe caucasians/tourists BECAUSE we can only interview tourists for their feedback and i hope they will be friendly enough to come down surverys for me. tired tired tired and tired. ok anyway DMAT chalet is next monday! can't wait for it woohoo! and i will be MIA-ing for 19days so cya! :D


Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

legacy.

2008-09-11T01:36:00.002+08:00

continuation from the previous post,
BBCO SHALL BE A LEGACY LEFT BEHIND.
woots. bbco rocks big time man. truly.

and yes i slept for 12 hours yesterday and rotted at home watching friends and played bball and i think im going to do the same tmrw except im bballing with SSS tmrw. haha. and yes i am going to sleep now. gdnight!

happy 3rd month anniversary SSS! wooooots :D

And I don't want the world to see me 
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand 
When everything's made to be broken 
I just want you to know who I am

BBCO ON NEWS.

2008-09-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

READ THIS. OMG.

tada.

2008-09-09T22:45:00.003+08:00

and today morning went to meet my boss at tanjong pagar. went there for 10 mins and was done. i'm woking for the GP(Grand Pix) season, includes F1 and stuff. starts on 19sept, until 7th oct. so will be mia for 3 weeks. hope can earn enough money for the ipod and contacts. so reached home at around 12 and watched shows and shows and went back to sch for bball at 4plus and reached home at around 10. is damn tired now. dun think will be watching shows later. gonna go sleep alr. nights.

oh and before i go, here's a quiz from charlene. thanks -.-

1. The first person who tagged you is:
charlene.

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
friends and teacher/student lol.

3. Your Five impressions of him/her:
One. Big eyes.
Two. Bamboo.
Three. Crazy.
Four. Bunker.
Five. Lousy at maths LOL.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Bought me a present? Lol.

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you:
"Shifu"

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
cherish.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she will have to improve on will be:
be better at maths LOL.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
not teach her maths.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
idk.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
help her pass maths lolol.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
siao bunker.

12. How you think people around will feel about you:
I'm lame.

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
Lameness.

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are:
I'm noob.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
myself.

16. For that people who care and like you, say something to them:
CHERISH YOUR LOVED ONES WHEN YOU CAN. DO NOT NEGLECT THEM.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you, pass to people who have blog only:
If who wanna do just do.

18. who is no. 6 having relationship with?
NIL

19. is no.9 female or male?
NIL

20. if no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
NIL

21. what is no.2 studying about?
NIL

22. when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
NIL

23. what kind of music band does no.8 like?
NIL

24. does no.1 have any siblings?
NIL

25. will you woo no.3?
NIL

26. how about no.7?
NIL

27. is no.4 single?
NIL

28. what is the surname of no.5?
NIL

29. what is the hobby of no.10?
NIL

I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz everytime I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get my by
I'll need a little more help than a little bit
Like a perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by this time

new bbco.

2008-09-07T20:37:00.002+08:00

new start?
8 percussionists. and some woodwind people coming next week.
it's like so empty.
i'm not used to it.
played bball after that.
went ah ma house after bball.
nothing much done.
don't feel like blogging anymore.
bye.

and it seems like i'm wrong afterall.
i guess,
it's really goodbye.

wall.e

2008-09-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

yea so i caught wall.e ytd at amk hub with milli, jon, elliot, keith, peixiu and dan.
caught the show at 5.15 but we(keith and me and milli) tricked jon that it was at 4.35 so he came down earlier muhaha. but who knows in the end i was the one paying for his ticket and he owes me 6 bucks now. lols. and he owes alot of people money! like peixiu 20bucks for the sake buffet.. 6 from me.. 5 from cladys.. 5+/6 from jasmine.. and 25 for the chalet. he is SO going to be a "broke" man literally when he gets his allowance. haha.
ok so back to the point wall.e is damn cute! *macbook starting sound*
HAHAHAHAHA dmat-ers shld know what i mean.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall.ee.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevvvvaaaaaaaaa.

omgomg. i think i'm high now.
and damn lame.
because i broke my leg. LOL jk.
and i got a cramp just now. right leg.
so now my left leg is injured and my right leg has a cramp.
nice combination! haha.
and i shall go bathe and watch friends and heroes now.
bye!

And I don't know what to do,
'Cause Ill never be with you.

all i wanted to do.

2008-09-04T00:41:00.002+08:00

yo.
today morning went imm with parents.
ate swensen's ice cream. woohoo.
and bought a new shirt and jeans from esprit.
yayness. today is a good day.

just back from meeting bros.
we all agreed to blog about this.
so must blog!

today is a special day. i mean yesterday. too late liao. i come back already past 12am.
3 september 2008. 2323. congrats wilson.
cannot say too much, bros all know can already.
congrats again! now you big boss, we all small kid. hahas.
jyjy. you sure become very zai one.

ok. blog finish le.
i go sleep liao.
byebye.

All I wanted to say 
All I wanted to do 
Is fall apart now 
All I wanted to feel 
I wanted to love 
Its all my fault now 
A tradegy I fear

boredom.

2008-09-02T21:53:00.003+08:00

when boredom seeks in. what do you do?
you eat, you sleep, you watch tv/dramas/series.
and you get bored.
and you blog.
and you sleep.
and you get hungry.
and you get sleepy.
and this is what you do when boredom seeks in.
g'night.

as i stared at photos,
as i looked at them,
as i looked at your smile,
as i looked at you,
i realise..
i should have done this long time ago.
a long long time ago.

n ube yocai vb hyeo dgn, ewoerit.

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Into the mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you
Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you
Whoa Whoa Whoa

sundays.

2008-08-31T23:01:00.003+08:00

Today was the last meeting for BBCO. Ironically, the scene of crying tears, people hugging each other, talking to people for hours and hours, crying non-stop for hours, saying reluctant goodbyes, did not happen. But what I saw today was totally opposite. We had a meeting, everyone sat in a circle, teachers talk, when they finish, we all talk, one by one. After that we had a "game". Behind everyone was attached with a A4 size orange paper. We all walk around writing on people's paper. Done this before in camps. Way cool. Then we had buffet, from 12 onwards. We ate happily, took lots and lots of pictures, laughed, joked, smiled. Everyone was happy, but i know, deep down, everyone is sad. But we do not show it, we want to have more happy memories. After which, the boys, about 11 of us, went to play basketball. Despite my injured leg, we play like for 2 hours plus. Best game i've ever had, so much fun, so much laughter, so much more..
After that went home to bathe then went to Vivian's house to slack and have dinner. Went back home at 9 and met David and Wei Lun for awhile and chatted for around one hour. But enough about that..

Thank you BBCO once again, for those wonderful memories, for all these times, for the past 3 years, for the sour sweet bitter hot times, for everything we've been through.
Thank you for the sweet comments, thank you everyone.
Thank you Vivian, Dave and Wen Yi for the card.
Thank Dave and Wen Yi once again for the present.
Thank you everyone! I love you all. (:

I'm feeling happy.
I'm feeling contended.
I'm feeling sad.
I'm feeling.. contradicting.
Get it?

I thought that i'll never see you again.
But it seems like we're staying afterall.

only way.

2008-08-28T00:37:00.003+08:00

It seems that they only way to avoid all my problems, my stress, my sadness, is basketball. Fractured my leg abit, think knee out of position by a little bit. But nvm. Playing basketball makes me feel occupied, staying at home sucks. I need to go out, cut loose. Put on a fake front, try to forget. But i cant. I just cant.

First grand concert, Last concert.
Can we not split? Please?

and every night i lay awake in bed,
with tears in my eyes,
trying to sleep for hours but i can't,
and i realise it's morning already.

let me see you smile.
just one last time.
even if it's just one second.

i don't wish to say goodbye.

and as if this isn't enough.

2008-08-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

One after another. Sometimes i wonder why adults act so irrationally? Act before thinking, act before thinking. but i don't see that in adults. They act with their own thinking, never seeking their children's views. They always think that they are right. They tell you to shut up when you want to say something. They act without telling you. They expect you to keep up, they don't expect you to give comments, they expect you just to follow. But what if you're torn between two sides, which side will you go? Both situations are the same, why can't it be like before? Where everything i knew and everything i loved are together. This sucks, one after another. Get off my head, get off my life, get off.

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Parting of the ways.

2008-08-26T00:37:00.003+08:00

Parting of the ways. People say that good things must come to an end. Why? Is it a must? Is it a law? Why can't good things continue and let us to enjoy? Why must we part? Why? Alot of Whys, but no answers. I know it's impossible for us not to part now. Have been thinking alot since yesterday. No answers found yet. 24th August 2008 was the day i dreaded to come. It is now over. People say you have overcome it to be stronger, but it seems like i have not. Next week debrief. What will happen? What will become of us?
I've been in BBCO since Secondary 3. I recall not being very close with them yet, not till end of Sec 3. We all are from different schools, but we all have a common thing, we love CO. We have the passion, we practice, we play, we have fun, we face problems. Must it come to an end? Maybe this is just a building block in our lives. I believe everyone will feel the same. I really am not good with words. I don't know what to say anymore.
What will happen to my Sundays? What will happen to the rest of the BBCO people? Feelings in a mix. Why didn't i feel this way when i graduated from CCKSSCO? Is it because of the people, of the environment? But it's the same, the feeling, the passion. Once again, Why? Maybe it's because of one person. Perhaps.
Would things have been different if we maintained a good standard? Will we still be together, and not parted?
24th August 2008, two scars left on my heart. Perhaps more will come.
I have to face this, next Sunday, and perhaps a last Sunday.

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Whoa-oh-o-oh

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to 
The one thing that I tried to hold on to 
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Whoa-o-o-whoa-oh
And when the stars fall I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

BBCO Concert Success!

2008-08-25T11:10:00.002+08:00

Yes! Yesterday was BBCO's last concert. Well done i must say. Alot of songs that we played are first time played in Singapore. Yayness. Yesterday was a day of horror and anxiety and nervousness and anxiousness and shockness ans busy-ness and everything! But we were there and gone through everything.
Thank you DMAT-ers for coming to my concert.
Thank you SP for the support and the flower.
Thank you Rui Ping for the flower.

Thank you BBCO, for these many years, for those wonderful memories, for those special moments, for those fun and laughter, for those scoldings that we had, for all the fun, joy, unhappiness that we all shared, for those practices that we had, for those outings that we had, for everything we had.
Next sunday is the last week, for debrief. I wonder what will happen. I picture a crying scene, everyone crying and hugging each other.

I wonder what will happen to Sunday now, I wake up early in the morning to find that there's no more BBCO. Emptiness? Sad? I'll miss you guys, definitely.

I wonder when is the next time i will see her again.

shagness.

2008-08-21T23:47:00.002+08:00

the past two days was very tiring.
yesterday morning went swimming with dad, haven't been swimming for 3 or 4 years? was exhausted. den afternoon went to play badminton and basketball with wendy, doreen and elliot at clementi cc. played from like 1230 to 430. den come back at night go down for bball training.. damn tired. planned to go out with peixiu, jasmine, cladys, ryan keith today but overslept for like 4 hours.. sorry guys. i think i was overly exhausted. planned to meet at 11, so i put alarm at 930, but woke up at 130pm instead.. >< i think i'm really a pig.
today was also another shitty day, afternoon went to trim my hair. came back home after 15mins, my mum asked me if i cut already, how come like no difference. i said only trim what. scolded me till like shit say waste her money... i'll rather not cut then. den headed for co at 5pm. carried practically everything down from 3rd level to 1st level, where the stage is. tired out..
tmrw have to reach bbco at 430 to carry instruments again part 2.. shit man. these few days gonna be hell. have to endure. 1 day down.. 3 more days to go. wont be updating these few days, after concert then update. tata.

Yesterday was hell,
But today i'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all i ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

holidays.

2008-08-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

heh. officially holidays! today was a great(?) day. maths test in the morning, ended at near 12noon. den mismatch went to jam, not bad not bad, at least can play one song. yayness. and i learned only today. hahas. more jamming sessions! rocks x290314721654. and so after that headed with keith, ryan, bestfriend, daniel and chuchu to marina. but daniel, chuchu and bestfriend went home after HMV-ing. hahas. HMV was fun! they put a xbox360 there and got guitar hero. hahas. coolness. den headed with keith and ryan to marina arcade to find the rest of the peeps, elliot, mich, doreen, wendy, peixiu, jasmine, jon, gerald and vincent. played for awhile, sega rally is damn exciting, but still, outrun is more fun, right keith? hahas. cant wait for chalet next. today 50bucks gone! 22bucks for shuyue's concert, 25bucks for chalet, tmrw cant go out le. no money left. watched meet dave, quite funny, but you'll expect something more funny if it's eddie murphy, so i rate 3.5/5 only. wasn't having the holiday mood this morning, but after the show, like suddenly came, got the holiday mood alr. hahas. and im freaking tired now. maybe i should go sleep.. or not, since it's holidays. hahas. i wanna work work work, boss pls call me asap. hahas.

special credits :
dedicated to elliot shifu in maths! hahas. thanks for helping me and the rest of the dmat-ers in maths! :D
heh, im not like ryan, im not good with words. i just wanna thank all those that helped me in one way or another :D

and i got B+ for must, improved by one whole grade. yayness.

and to end off,

I beg to dream and differ, 
From the hollow lies, 
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives 
On Holiday

maths.

2008-08-17T01:07:00.002+08:00

so basically, today and tmrw is maths day. studied maths the whole day and is still sucky at it. tmrw got bbco, gotta go if not i will die. den after that study maths again. ok i am damn tired. this is the like the shortest post ever. nights everyone.

Hana wa sakura kimi wa utsukushi
Haru no komorebi kimi no hohoemi
Huyu ga owari yuki ga tokete
Kimi no kokoro ni haru ga maikomu

alot down, one to go.

2008-08-16T00:07:00.009+08:00

AND YES. FRIDAY IS OVER. GOGOGO DMAT-ERS. ONE MORE MATHS TO GO. MONDAY. AND WE'LL BE FREED ON 11.30AM. WOOOTS.
and so we decided to chill out for awhile before starting on maths.. so me, keith, jon, ryan, yinghao, peixiu, jasmine and cladys went to vivo for dinner at food republic. den ryan left first, due to his orchestra* practice. DEN WE HAD BEN AND JERRY'S ICE CREAM. HAHAS. TOOO BAD RYAN. LOL. jk. and here the icecream, 7 scoops, 3.50 bucks each. hahas.

merlionster rocks!

then we went to toys r us! LOL. we got no childhood sia. hahas. and me and jon were whacking each other on our heads with the hammer. hahas. let the pictures do the talking.

Jon : "hey dude, check out my new buddy. It's called Bear."
Bear : "get your hands off my tummy dude... before you die by my paws."
YINGHAO IS SO CUTE. HAHAS.

jon : "hi, im red spiderman, you're black."
yinghao : "hi, you racist spiderman." LOL

and that's all for today. :D

honno sukoshi wakari aeta goro
sonna yorokobi kanji teiru
I will love you.

hectic week.

2008-08-11T20:23:00.008+08:00

first of all.. HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO DPG! :D:D

howdy dudes. so REMT presentation was okay, given that fact that I finished 15,30,60,90secs in two days. Yayness. And now practicing keys likes thr's no tmrw. Scales and appregios, scales and appregios. AND I am still sleepy even after two hours of rest which is obviously not enough! And so tmrw will be another day of mugging of music theory, which is, by far, my worst module. and thurs having no tests but still got MIDI assignments and friday consists of the worst nightware of all, keys test part 2, chords and test piece and Ear Training DoReMeFaSoLaTiDo ARGH. Singing infront of a teacher one to one is something that i have never experienced except for the time in primary school where i sang a song infront of my class with the teacher as accompaniment. AND THE FINAL TEST ON MONDAY WILL BE MATHS TEST. ok enough about studies.

i have tons of pics to upload. but i got more tons of laziness inside of me which doesn't allow me to upload. so i will be wordy wordy wordy woodypecker *tocktocktock* ok sorry for side-tracking. so last saturday was national day and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE and most importanly, it was keith's birthday too! national day baby. hahas. so we, me, keith, amelia, ryan, elliot, peixiu and jasmine, went to eat seoul garden to eat for three hours. ACTUALLY we only ate for one and a half hour BUT stayed for 3 hours cause JASMINE has such a huge stomach which we cannot dechipher, differentiate, integrate HOW COME she can eat so much. a picture says a thousand words, here are 5000 words coming right up.

jasmine : hehheh.. you all weaklings. FEAR ME OF MY EATING POWER. *gives ahlian sitting position*

hehheh.. now you know my prowess. *leg still up*
peixiu : *dead*
jasmine : eh keith dun waste your ice kachang lei!! come come i help you finish.. ^^ *notice the leg. LOL*
ryan : i wanna die.. kill me please.
amelia : i help you.. I KILL YOU!
ryan : *dead*
amelia : NONO IT WASNT ME!! ><
SO... after 5000 words essay.. GOODBYE AND HAVE A "NICE" WEEK.

and every, everything isn't only.
what it seemed so hold this
words that you never told me
it's time to say goodbye
it's time to say goodbye
it's time to say goodbye
goodbye..

dmat.

2008-08-08T00:36:00.003+08:00

and i've just saw the finals of DMIT SParks, which was quite unorganized. how can they group the solo contestants with the group contestants? that is just not fair.. in fact, it should'nt be this way. out of the 6 groups, 5 were from DMAT. but ironically, the zhao xia guy who keep zhao xia all the way won the talentime and some "rock" band won second place, no offence to the players, only to the singer. those of there who went shld knw. lols. and so, it was really really biased as votes was 50% and judges score was also 50% which means to say that guy won via more votes which was totally biased and although the emcees were trying to do a good job, they're still not-up-to-standard yet. and all these negative comments must come to an end. bye.

These reeling emotions they just keep me alive, they keep me in tune
Oh, look what I‘m holding here in my fire, This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it
You’re so hypnotic on my heart

congrats.

2008-08-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

congrats on my 100th post! after dunno how many months.. hahas.
so IDEAS is finally over! and midi.. i got C for my test. disappointed. but kinda deserved it, cause i didn't study at all. ): but anyway it's over alr. now it's all up to my assignments. finishing up strong chords now, tmrw starting new one. looks like music theory is being delayed again. oh well. gonna do work now. ciaos!

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

so...

2008-08-05T20:06:00.001+08:00

and i'm here to blog again.. for one reason only.

Please go to Joanne's blog under cliques sections and listen to the song.. She self-proclaimed very nice then forced me to advertise her blog too. LOL. Kidding. But it's really nice. But not as nice as 半情歌. HAHAS! okok. it's really nice too. -.-

sickness.

2008-08-05T14:14:00.002+08:00

i suddenly fell ill on friday during ET. basically spent the whole weekend sleeping, waking up, eat breakfast, lunch, dinner, medicine, sleep. lols. didnt get anything done. damn. den today and yesterday woke up with a headache. went for afternoon REMT class yesterday. totally different ambient. damn quiet sia. hahas. den today was late for 20 mins for keys =/ but she wasn't angry. haha. music theory was damn fun! play game sia. hahas. den.. went to eat at fc6. went home on mrt with gwee, saw him at fc6 again. hahas. and i think im gonna go sleep for awhile first. tata! oh and and please go michelle's blog under DMAT. the song is damn nice. byes (:

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌

aliens.

2008-07-29T14:58:00.003+08:00

hahas. aliens aliens aliens. i wanna see them. but not now, not when i'm having fun. hahas. sunday's performace by SP band was splendid! hahas. but tiring tho. went to marina after the concert. ate long john's den went to SG flyer. first time went thr, quite nice sia the place. hahas. and then took the red link home. reached home at 12. slept at 2 cause was chatting with sis. hahas. den reached REMT late by half an hour. lols. did panning. lectures about microphones. coolios. den today had keys and music theory. ended at 12. went to CO room at 1pm. did music theory until very sian and here i am blogging. cca doesn't start till 6. even sians. 2 more hours to go. ok i'm off to sleep now. byes(:

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

weekends.

2008-07-27T15:18:00.002+08:00

and yes the weekends are here. saturday! i didnt really do anything.. woke up at 12. did my strong chords progressions, not bad. i have the base as 2 mins 20 secs now. hahas. gotta improve on that. and den went out for dinner with family and went over to my sister's place.. reached home at about 10plus den online to chat before going to sleep at around 1am. lols. woke up today and went to bbco.. finally reached home at 2plus. and now im getting ready to go out to SP to watch their band's performance. hahas. so yea i think i gotta go now. byes! :D

Oh I need you now
The earth fell fast asleep
This room is safe and sound
Will you lay here with me and feel it?

tired.

2008-07-26T00:50:00.003+08:00

yos man. today was alright, maths was quite fun. hahas. cuz it's integration. :D atmosphere at keys was tense, although Audrey didn't really say anything bad. et was super fun! we had 5 girls and 5 boys so we paired up one girl one guy, i was with Averil. so our name was Kenaver -.-
den we had Shadani, Vawilli, Waeryan and Jojay. hahas. all like indian names sia!(no offence or whatsoever racist) and it was super fun! hahas. the jumbo loser was Danni and my best friend! hahas. den we went for the farewell party for the keele students and we had our dinner there. den i headed down to city hall with Wendy and Doreen to buy slippers but apparently thr's no sizes left anywhere -.- den we slacked at starbucks before heading home. reached home at about 11pm and now i'm super tired! hahas. sister's coming back at 3am! think she will be home at around 4 plus. hahas. and i think i shall start doing strong chords progression tmrw and PERHAPS start on remt if i got time left. MUST play basketball tmrw! ok anyways i'm dead beat so i'm off to sleep now tata!

she is everything i need and i, never knew, i wanted.
she is everything i want and i, never knew, i needed.
she is everything i need and i, never knew, i wanted.
she is everything i want and i, never knew, i needed.

maths.

2008-07-24T17:27:00.002+08:00

hi everyone. so yea i played basketball yesterday, only played two games and im panting already. used to be 5 games and still going strong. looks like i needa work harder. finished my techno ytd! and ytd i didn't went to school too. lols. and today was super fun at school! hahas. well morning music theory you can say "fun" with james ang around.. but it was fun teasing him LOL. den midi spicer spent like 1 hour and 40 mins teaching! can you believe it? and we were left with 20 mins to do nothing -.- maths rocks! combined class with 02! so basically we were all at MLT11 and we had lots of fun with wendy the entertainer around! hahas. but most of the guys were playing CS but i was studying :D:D so we were all laughing away and doing maths anal sorts of stupid stuff. hahas. reached home at about 5 and slept for 2 hours before waking up and eating dinner and blogging here. hahas. and im off to practice keyboard and learn some songs. tata! :D

Hey oh here I am 
And here we go 
Life’s waiting to begin 
Tonight 
Hey oh here I am 
And here we go 
Life’s waiting to begin 
Tonight 
Hey oh here I am 
And here we go 
Life’s waiting to begin

welcome back!

2008-07-22T22:06:00.004+08:00

and let's welcome back amelia from melbourne! *clapclap*
and we totally rule man, we were holding alphabets of her name and even got a poster! lmao.
peektures below. :D actually only two. LOL.

and yes i'm not going to school tmrw. and i will finish my techno and play basketball.
shall go sleep now. ciaos! (:

stupid rain.

2008-07-21T20:09:00.003+08:00

zz. just when i wanted to bball, WHY DOES IT HAVE TO RAIN TODAY? argh. rained since like morning till now, weather damn cold. tho it's normal to me cuz i'm lengwang, heh. why why why you have to zhen dui me? LOL. nvm. tmrw end at 12, shld i go home play bball or do midi or sleep or start remt or...? LOL. den in the night shld i go airport or go cca...? lmao. i dunno what to do. i think i will go play cs source now.. or shld i redo my techno? -.- okaes. i think i do techno on wed. hahas. wed start sch at 1! woots. okok. i think go practice keys first. ciaos! (:

He walks, her, home
Now he walks a-lone
The days, they turn into years
The eyes, they drown in tears

sunday.

2008-07-20T20:20:00.002+08:00

well hello. i didn't go to BBCO today, woke up having fever and my sore throat making it worse, i couldn't get out of bed. quickly ate panadol before going back to sleep.. woke up again at 2 plus before heading to my uncle's house for housewarming. totally slacked there, too tired. and i fell asleep on my way back. lols. i'm still deciding whether to go school tmrw or not.. maybe i will, maybe i wont. but most likely i will. if i go to sleep now that is, but i'm gonna practice keyboard first. and yes i'm very tired. i think i will play back basketball. starting from tmrw. it's gonna be a new start.

"Tomorrow will be a better day, you'll get to see the rainbow."

But what if it doesn't rain tmrw? Den no rainbow to see, but can play bball.
LOL okok enough crapping. practice and have an early night. byes (:

What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?

finally.

2008-07-19T17:46:00.002+08:00

hi everyone. the super lamer is back. sorry have been MIA-ing for these past few days, i promise i wont MIA anymore(note, promise). LOL okok just kidding. another tiring week. basically school have been the same only with the exception of no more CD lessons(YAY) and i realised something else during wednesday. went to play bball after CD with steph, wendy, doreen and elliot and steph's bball friends. what an enjoyable time i had. especially with doreen's expressions. hahas.

where was the burning passion i had for basketball? to think during the 'o' levels i was still playing basketball and got scolded by my mum. to think i went down to the court everyday after school without fail. to think even saturdays i crawled out of bed at 7am just to play bball with my friends. all those injuries.. I WANT THEM BACK. sounds retarded. but who cares anyway? ok i'm off to do my techno piece and later meeting wl and dave for dinner. ciaos.

getting over it is hard. but still, we have to move on.
life has to continue.

yo.

2008-07-13T21:51:00.002+08:00

and yes i'm back. hahas. quite a week. so monday was the sending off of amelia to melbourne and she''ll be back in two weeks. and REMT test on wednesday was a blast! hope can get at least B or B+. hahas. had my ET on thurs with sharyl, cuz we have to leave one hour early on the friday for the esplanade so we decided to go for thur's ET with dab's class. his class was commented as the best class by jimmy jap, and no doubt it is with dab and amelia as the strongest in it. hahas. the rest were very good too! hahas. and friday went to ended lesson at 2.30 because i did not have to go the ET lesson again so slacked till 3.30 before heading down to esplanade, reached around 4+ and it ended in an hour, quite good visit tho, den me, keith, daniel, dab, michelle, wendy, doreen and elliot went to marina square to shop, eat and play arcade till like 9 plus before heading home. hahas. was damn tired. and saturday went to catch a CO performance where my teacher and 3 other percussionist has a percussion concerto, really superb, no doubt about it. and now my saturdays and sundays are packed with CO, i'm getting really tired. and so, i will go to sleep now. ciaos!

oh and ytd was vanessa's bdae.
happy 17th birthday vanessa!

a fresh start?

how far i've come.

2008-07-08T20:48:00.003+08:00

i believe i have a post titled something like this too. but i just wanna say..

i've come so far. i don't want my hard work to go into waste.
david, i will carry out that plan i made.
let nature take its course, but for now.
im making my own career.
3 years. it's only 3 years.

and yes, i believe it's goodbye to you.

bon voyage amelia. (:

reference.

2008-07-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

reference.
pls refer to my wordpress blog.
thank you very much and have a ~~nice~~ day.

happy birthday.. again. XD.

2008-06-30T18:04:00.007+08:00

first up for tonight's program................................. *drum rolls*
TADA! HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DOREEN! although the cake got no candles! cause we have no lighter! hahahahas. okok back to topic.
what a day! woke up very early to find my mum not home from buying my breakfast yet and i was hence late and the mrt was so squeezy ZZZZZZZ. i was squeezed to the extent that i couldn't pick up the phone when keith called! zzz.
ok anywa back to school. was fun messing with sample rating.
ended lecture at 2 den started finishing on doreen's bdae card. den we barged in the middle of their remt lesson. hahas. and we helped them to end early! like 1.5 hours earlier! so good la glow! hahas. okaes.
photos now. :D

dmat!
failed attempt 1.
successful!
LOL wendy ar. make hair somemore la. hahas.
tada~

ok peeps. that's all for today. thanks for tuning into......... whatever! nights (:

goodbye, goodbye.

OSL.

2008-06-27T01:57:00.002+08:00

decipher this : OSL SUCKS.
and you will get no prize even if you get it.

it's so hard to go on,
it's so hard to continue,
it's so hard to even do anything about it.

i am dumb.
ONLY DUMB PEOPLE GO FOR OSL!

and i'm one of them, as mentioned earlier.
i think i'm dumb enough to mention it again when i've already mentioned it.

BUT I'VE ALREADY FALLEN.
AND I CAN'T GET UP.
DUMBDUMBDUMB.

if only i could forget everything,
if only i could turn back the time,
if only "if only" existed in the first place.

is the end of the world coming? i wan it pls.
but sylvia, i don't want aliens to save me.

miss invisible.

2008-06-25T21:20:00.006+08:00

Marie Digby - Miss Invisible

Theres a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something she's hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry
She'll say...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her her name

In the beginning, in the first weeks of class
She did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And she would close her eyes when they laughed and she fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
She retreated to where she is now
And she'll sing...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name

And one day just the same as the last
Just the days spent in counting the time
Came a boy who sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

I just love this song <3

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her her name

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONADAB!

school.

2008-06-23T12:42:00.003+08:00

yes school has finally officially started. i'm in school now waiting for the next lecture which is at 1pm. lols. and i'm so tired cause i slept around 3am and woke up at like 7am to go for school. REMT was fun, messing around with bitcrusher and stuff. i'm so tired ok. later still must study maths and practice keys scales. the class is just messing around now in REMT classroom and my eyes are closing as i type. lols.
ok so how did the beyond rehearsal went? was damn tired ok. i slept like 4 hours only, woke up at 6am to reach somerset at 8am. met daniel at cck mrt at 7am. and we reached somerset damn early ok, like 15 mins earlier. lols. in the end we were still late! walked one whole big round from great world city but in the end it turned out that there was another way around. and we reached river valley pri school at like 9.30 when we were supposed to reach at 9am. we were then split into groups and i was in charge of NP's magnum force and we did one dry run and one rehearsal. running around and shouting and ushering, was tired out alr. maybe because of the lack of sleep. cant imagine what to do during the real day. went home and slept till the next day. lols.
sunday bbco practice. everyone practically came besides kel, rp, jiajia and vivian. they had to study for MST but my course don't have (: it was raining damn heavily when i woke up and was a gloomy day. reached bbco at around 9.10-ish, only to find 2 people there. hahas. and so i helped peijin to carry her yq. lols. den more and more people came, some actually came at 10+. so late alr. and then we ended at 1pm and went to westmall to eat kfc.

oh yes and i have something to announce.
BBCO is having a concert on Aug 24th, sunday, at 6pm. Venue at SCH. please come and support. It's BBCO's last performance already. Tickets can be bought from me. So leave a tag or call or sms me to get them. Thank you very much.

ok i gtg now. lecture time! byes! :D

and i still haven't given up.

Say it Again for me
cause i love the way it feels
when you are telling me that i’m
the only one who blows your mind
say it again for me
it’s like the whole world
stops to listen
when you tell me you’re in love…

hahas.

2008-06-18T20:42:00.003+08:00

yo guys. i have finally woken up. let's see what i've done in these 2 days.

17th june.
first off, happy 16th birthday wilson! finally 16 years old. hahas. be more lame ok. hahas.
okaes. so started off the day by not sleeping and staying up all night trying to complete my REMT assignment but still, its only 50% done right up till now. den went out at 9.30 to meet amelia, keith, sharyl and chulien for the beyond cip meeting. zaki tagged along too. then the meeting only lasted for an hour, from 11am to 12nn. then we headed to tiong bahru plaze and ate long john's for brunch. and i accidentally spilled my drink on my best friend. ): sorry best friend. ):

and we headed off to town for our IDEAS project while zaki and amelia headed elsewhere. hahas. and we went to wisma and went to starbucks to slack from around 2pm till.. 4plus. hahas. it so happened that the shop was just by starbucks. hahas. in the end.. we never really did anything and we got interviewed by a SMU student! it seems that he was doing a survey and so, we being kind, helped him. hahas. after that, we went to marina square and met up with daniel, wendy, michelle, doreen and tudi. hahas. and so it was the battle between the dpg club and the church club. LOL! hahas. so damn funny. we kept on laughing with DPG's power. hahas. after which doreen left shortly and seow hung came to meet us. hahas. we ended up slacking at marina square, walking aimlessly and in the end at around 7pm we went to subway and ate. i didnt eat tho. hahas. and i had to go off early to meet wilson and so i went off at 8pm first. sorry guys! hahas.

and i reached westmall at around 8.50 and met up with david, wilson, weilun, kaya and yeewai. hahas. we went fo eat kfc and walked home at around 10pm. reached home, bathed and packed my stuff and heeded over to david's place to ton the night. hahas. in the end all of them slept for at least awhile but i didn't sleep at all! hahas. and now i'm suffering from this horrible headache and i think i'm gonna be sick. well, guess i'm not gonna go out for the next few days. except for friday to go back to school to study maths. yea man. chiong all the way! ok. i shal go rest again. hahas. byes everyone!

So here I stand
Fighting what I feel for you
Torn between what reason says
And how I really feel
So here I stand
Wondering what to say to you
Hoping that you feel the same
The same as I do

hah.

2008-06-16T19:32:00.001+08:00

hello. i've created a wordpress blog. it's in my link. hahas. i think i'll be active in both blogs, hopefully. so ya. that's about it. tata~

life.

2008-06-16T01:35:00.002+08:00

yes life. i think it's partially screwed up.
ok anyway, today bbco was a blast. go through so many songs. esp long teng. killer. needa work on it. and celebrated father's day at bbco too. just cut a cake. hahas. and i suddenly have 25 tickets to sell. this sucks big time. sians. how can i find 25 people. hais. 5 tickets at $3, 20 tickets at $10.
ok after that, went back home and then went to grandma's place. nothing much happened.
came back and dms-ed. only for like 1 hour. server check till now haven ok. gonna sleep soon i guess.

my agenda for this week,
monday : finish REMT.
tuesday : beyond meeting, ideas project, wils bdae dinner.
wednesday : maths/MUST
thursday : maths/MUST
friday : maths, complete MUST.
saturday : maths/keys
sunday : maths/keys

and then monday school reopens.
oh well, good luck to all.

i may be opening a wordpress blog. high chance.
oh well, gotta crash now. ciaos.

*It's not my time 
I'm not going 
*There's a fear in me
It’s not *showing
This could be the end of me 
And everything I know 
*But it's not my time 
I’m not going 
*Theres a fear in me 
*And now I know that 
This could be the end of me 
And everything I know 
Oooh, I won't go

DMAT!

2008-06-14T01:21:00.009+08:00

lalala~ hi everyone! im finally updating! hahas.
okaes, im back from DMAT chalet! well, on the second night i came back, cause i had something on.
hahas! well, chalet was fun! hahas. first day met up with girl(space)friend at PS to buy stuff for chalet at carrefour. hahas. den we bought alot of things! 12 1.5litres of water, stingray, squid, prawns, chicken, chili and the birthday cake! hahas. and jasmine came later and daniel came at 2.. after which we ate at kfc before setting off to pasir ris and peixiu's father fetched us there. hahas. and we reached the chalet at around 4plus and we started working the final touches on zaki's and dc's birthday present and we started marinating the chicken, preparing the sausages, and starting the bbq pit! hahas. and at 5plus jonathan, seow hung, renjie and houston came with a whole lot of food. LOL! and we stared bbq-ing.. and finally at 6.30 THE FIRST GROUP OF DMAT ARRIVED!
it was zaki, danial, jonadab, amelia and vera. hahas. and they bought the real stuff man. woots. hahas. and slowly, many more people started trickling in.. hahas. and we started bbqing! after that, we planned for the celebration held for dc and zaki.. hahas. at first all the girls were in the room, so we bluffed dc that the girls were mass changing. den in the end jonadab went in! hahas! actually jonadab is a female. hahas! and dc wanted to go in, but somehow they always found a way to NOT let him go in! hahas. after all the wishes were written, we took out the cake and surprised them! hahas. here are some pics.

zaki taupok-ed!
zaki's and dc's presents. and the cake!
zaki and dc!

and den we started eating again.. hahas. after that. the DUA PEI GONG CLUB WAS FORMED! lols. president is michelle(dua pei gong), vice-president wendy, secretary me(leng wang); members : seow hung and elliot! hahas. okaes its lame but fun ok. then in the middle of the morning the dpg club excluding seow hung went for a walk. i led the way and we walked really long to find a way to pasir ris park. LOL. cause mainly all the side gates were closed. hahas. then we meet keith and the rest at cheers and den mic, wendy and elliot went back first while i followed keith and the rest to walk pasir ris park again. hahas. after that i went off early. started boozing with mic and now i miss boozing -.- LOL. i wanna booze again. hahas. at around 5 plus mic and caspar went home den me, wendy, dc, zaki, danial, vera and vincent went to see sunrise. but in the end couldnt see. hahas. some pics from it.

nice?
and again. nice? hahas.
and while we were watching sun rise the rest were either sleeping or at macs eating breakfast. hahas. after that me and wendy go cycle the whole park. we thought we were gonna take like 1 hour but in the end only 20 mins. the park is so small! hahas. den we went back and bathed and the rest woke up and we went to pasta for lunch. hahas. den we went to arcade for so long till around 3 plus! hahas. den we went back and i left with wendy at 4plus cause she had to go for piano lessons and i went back home alr. aww! i miss them! hahas. must go out again! hahas.
and thats it! I LOVE DMAT!

this photo is so ... ! yinghao on top of houston. hahas!

DMAT rocks! (:

and to end off.
happy birthday shawnald(11th june)! sorry for not wishing you on the day and celebrating with you. ):
happy birthday dingchao and william!(12th june)! william! we miss you!
happy birthday diana(13th june)! sorry for not celebrating with you. ):

My friend, your desire,
is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess.
Legend shall speak
of sacrifice at world's end.
The wind sails over the water's surface.
Quietly, but surely.

Loveless.

the truth.

2008-06-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

results. don't talk about it.
just leave me alone for awhile..
i'll be back.

My friend, the fates are cruel.
There are no dreams, no honor remains.
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess.

bbco.

2008-06-08T22:47:00.003+08:00

yay! today is sunday. so tiring but fun.. ok here's how the day went.

morning woke up at 8.30 for bbco! was late for like 15mins. hahas. den went thru songs and the songs for performance tonight.. hahas. finished at 1+. den they went lot one to eat long john silver but i went home to eat lunch instead. hahas! i so guai right! and i slept for like one hour den met them at mrt at 4.45.. but they were late! as usual! hahas. okaes. den we practiced again the songs for the peformance. was supposed to start at 7. but delayed till 7.30 den start. hahas. den we play lke 15mins and it was over. hahas. den we went to eat buffet and the organisers asked us to play a game! LOL. fun but lame game! dragon boat on land LOL!
the game goes like this, 2 groups of people, 1 group of 6 people sitting in on row on chairs that has rollers,and we have to link ourselves up by holding on tight to the chair infront of you, and we all have to push and use our legs to see who crosses the finishing line first. hahas. and im the head. so im holding the dragon head! hahas. damn funny man! and between us, the bbco, we won! hahas. so we got into the finals. hahas! den second round the public tried and we had to challenge with the winning team! during the first time, our dragon "broke" and we had to restart! hahas. and in the end.. we won!
and what we got was a goodie bag full of tibits! hahas. super fun man! but was tiring too. spent the whole day performing. hahas! okok. tmrw going out again. with DMAT! hahas. nights!

and i know that nothing i do or say will move you.

assignments assignments.

2008-06-07T23:26:00.005+08:00

i'm so proud to say that,
1. im done with keys e-learning.
2. im done with music theory chapter 8.
3. im done with musc theory assigment - baroque composer.
4. i haven't start on maths.
5. i haven't start on REMT assignment.
6. i have no idea what we must do for IDEA.

IM 50% DONE! woots. im so motivated.
hope this helps to motivate you jolene! jyjy! :D

ok. i have no idea what to do next. chat somemore. then go sleep.
tmrw morning bbco again! den evening mini-performance; we're guest players. hahas.
chill.

happy birthday zaki!(posted at 12am :D)

assignments.

2008-06-07T13:18:00.002+08:00

ahh. holidays? no holidays lo. so many assignments. music theory - baroque composer, music theory workbook chapter 8, REMT report, Maths revision for test on first day of school reopen, IDEA idk must do what, keys e-learning task. so many! im only done with keys, music theory workbook and only STARTING my baroque composer. the rest haven't touch at all sia. today must finish music theory. argh! okaes. i go play keyboard awhile. im going to bbco soon! :D byes all!

And I found what I always wanted
As she walked away
And I ran aground with this wound untreated
Let it wash away

keyboard keyboard!

2008-06-05T15:11:00.005+08:00

YES! im here to update. I BOUGHT MY NEW KEYBOARD. WOOTS. super high sia. now i wanna learn cao ge's bei pan man. woots! hahahas. and i also finished my masterpiece.. i shall show you what i'm talking about.

my new keyboard! :D

and my masterpiece! hahahahas.

it's a D.I.Y thing. like D&T. bought it at popular yesterday. 3.90. hahas. cool right. ok so yesterday went to airport to send off SPCO to guangxi, china. they're coming back next thurs. but i'll be at chalet! so i wont be fetching them. hahas. i'll definitely miss them ): yes and so after they went in at around 5plus, i went to hougang mall to meet up with girl(space)friend and jasmine for dinner.. hahas. so we slacked around till like 9 den headed home. hahas. and im off to do music theory! sians man.. so many assignments. byes!

and i just heard this song on the radio.. old song. only the chorus part.

Cause obviously she's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin me i
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

keyboard!

2008-06-05T14:49:00.002+08:00

ok i'm here to do a quiz. again! got tagged by sharyl. so i'm gonna do the quiz first. den post. hahas! so here it is.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Be emo and cry over spill milk? kill her!

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To be a music producer :D

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
By a seaside house with my family and close friends during sunset. :D

#4 Are you hungry?
Yes.

#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
Just be able to love me for who i am.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I don’t know.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Okay lor.

#9 Is there anything that has made you happy today?
Yes! I got my new keyboard :D

#10 Is being in a college fun?
I don't know, never attended one.

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Music producer! (dreaming)

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, close friends.

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She's my best friend! So what do you think? Hahahaha.

#14 Do you believe in miracles?
Yes.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single & rich.

#16 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
I open my eyes!

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Depends.

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
None.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Funny when supposed to, serious when called to.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Liars.

I'm gonna tag.
1. Pei Xiu.
2. Amelia.
3. Kenix.
4. Stacie.
5. Wilson.
6. David.
7. Wei Lun.
8. Charlene.

have fun! (:

keyboard.

2008-06-03T11:49:00.006+08:00

yes! after much pestering..... I'M FINALLY GETTING A KEYBOARD! tho i have no idea when i'm getting it. either this week or next week. wahahahas! and ytd went back to school for keys make-up lesson.. and talked to glow and realised i've edited my podcast wrongly! ARGH! so ytd i spent the whole night re-editing and finally im done AGAIN. hopefully nothing goes wrong. =/
today was supposed to go back to school to meet up with girl(space)friend they all to discuss the chalet thing.. but in the end something cropped up and i could'nt make it last minute! im sorry guys! ): and now i'm stuck at home and i discovered i should start on my assignments but i haven't done so! -.- cause im so excited for chalet and hence i will do it later. i shall slack now and play bball later in the afternoon. hahas. tmrw going back to school and hand up podcast and following SPCO to airport to send them off the china. hahas. okaes. i shall go eat lunch now. cya peeps!

here are some photos taken when we were doing our posters.

shayne(not sure how to spell), sharyl, me. 3 best friends! hahas!
me and sharyl. best friends! hahas.
and again. best friends ftw! hahas.

If you can't trust the wind,
Who can you trust?
If you can't love sin,
Who can you love?
If begin will you let me finish up?
If I fell down would you pick me up?
If I don't drink from a silver cup, like you
Would you say so long, farewell, goodluck?

hard rock cafe!

2008-05-31T13:18:00.009+08:00

hi everyone! the hectic week has passed! finally the dreadful and awful long week has passed and the keys test is over! woo! long live the holidays! (only for 3 weeks) -.- and we have 3 e-learning assignments! zzzz. and i wear until so formal ytd, everyone thought i got date or going to watch a performance sia! LOL. but my girl(space)friend should know why i wear till so formal. hahas! and after school 9 of us went to hard rock cafe at orchard. hahas. spent like $275! so ex sia X.X lucky houston got $350 vouchers :D THKS HOUSTON! so after that we walked around orchard but bought nothing! so we went home and i met up with _|_ bros and went home at 2am+. hahas. was supposed to celebrate wanting's bdae today at 12.30, but i woke up at 12.30! sorry wanting! ):
now for some photos!

this was what wendy, doreen and michelle shared.
and this is houston's dinner. (:
and again the three girls shared this. and again.
gerald's strip steak! this costs $42.50!
trio combo! weisheng and caspar ate this.
and this is my pepper steak (:

didn't have a chance to take picture with girl(space)friend again! so sad! ): hahas. okok. i gtg now. and to end off with a song! BYES!

Boston - Augustana


In the light of the sun
Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed
This world you must have crossed, you said

You don’t know me, and you don't even care
ooo yea
She said you don't know me, and you don't wear my chains ooo yea

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field
When the flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me, and you don’t even care
ooo yea
And she said you don't know me, and you don't wear my
chains
ooo yea

She said I think I'll going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
I'll fly them out to Spain

I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of the sunset
Hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Ooo yea

In Boston! No one knows my name
Yeaa
No one knows my name
No one knows my name

Yeaa

In Boston no one knows my name

hectic

2008-05-29T19:24:00.001+08:00

ahh! im sick. flu + sore throat. damn. keys test tmrw. gotta chiong man. ytd had a really good bonding session with class 02. DMAT DMAT DMAT! hahas. morning went to school late. saw hakim at mrt station. hahas. he sure never change one man. hahas. den music theory was fun cause james treated us to drinks. hahas. midi was boring as usual and that made maths even worse. LOL. stayed back after maths to practice keys. didnt take photo with peixiu. awwww. my girl (space) friend! HAHAS! omgomg. shhh. okok so anyways, i came home and borrowed the keyboard from my neighbour. hahas. and i practiced again. until i got sick of it, and i oso got sick; physically. omg. not again. sians. i ate medi. AND I KNW HOW TO PLAY BOSTON PROPERLY ALR. BOTH HANDS. HAHAS. now i learning pictures of you by the last goodnight. damn so hard. i wanna get a keyboard asap. i asked my mum alr. weeee. tmrw keys test CHIONG AR. dun care alr. zzzz. tmrw DMAT outing! most probably not sure yet. hahas. gonna wear long sleeve tmrw. you all shall see what's happening! wahahahas. i shant reveal any more secrets. hahas. i shall go rest now. BYES! (:

freedom

2008-05-29T00:11:00.003+08:00

2 more days to freedom! editied my podcast again. hahas. quite tired now. tmrw gonna practice keys again. hahas. today practiced for 3 hours. quite tiring man. lols. and i think my cashcard spoil! zzz. cannot buy drink. zomg. and i'm tired. i think i wanna go sleep alr. nights!

DMAT people ftw! hahas.

time of my life

2008-05-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

WOOTS. REMT podcast done, music theory test over, CD presentation over now left with keyboard test on friday which i have not prepared 100%. BUT WHO CARES? IM 75% FREE. LOLS! jyjyjy. i think i handing up REMT podcast on friday. tmrw gonna edit nicely again. hahas! and tmrw no ideas, school starts at 1 but gonna reach by 11 to help seow hung with her podcast and midi lesson we're gonna watch some performance i think practically thr's no lesson tmrw! hahahahas. and today's music theory test was okok. styll can handle, think can pass! hahas. and the student dialog meeting was quite fun. dr timothy chan is rather witty. hahas. and i shall go slack now! byes! (:

And I’ll taste every moment 
And live it out loud 
I know this is the time, 
This is the time to be 
More than a name 
Or a face in the crowd 
I know this is the time 
This is the time of my life 
The time of my life

week 7.

2008-05-24T13:31:00.004+08:00

next week is torture week. tuesday music theory test and friday keyboard test.
haven't studied for music theory and keyboard test only confident with set piece; appregios, chord progression and scales not revised yet! help! MUST revise everyday after tuesday next week. GO KEN GO. finally done with REMT script and CD presentation slides! Next tuesday CD presentation and music theory test. shall record REMT script next week! GOGOGOGO. AFTER NEXT WEEK EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT. then will have 3 weeks break. haven\ to complete music theory and keyboard and REMT assignments. shan't think of them now. DMAT chalet from 11 to 13 june! woots. gotta enjoy. and now i'm off to study for music theory! tmrw SPCO performing at Singapore River Raft Race at Singapore River! MUSIC THEORY GOGOGO!

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright if I just breathe
Breathe

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain


maybe, just maybe.
i'll say goodbye.

fan si ren le.

2008-05-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

well. just now after i've done the quiz, i fell asleep. tired out. decided to do music theory tmrw. heck. slept till like 8. den after eating dinner watched tv till like 10. den my mum and sis argued again. lik wtf man? my sister ask me nephew go sleep, abit fierce la. cause my sister angry he got so low marks for his exams. understandable what? then me mum say my sis so fierce, one day grow up he will run away. like wtf man? den argue say what my sister give birth to second one will neglect first one? like wth la. so damn irritating. then say till my sis pekcek and my mm also pekcek. fuck man. cannot just shao shuo liang ju? my sister already going to move to her new house in like 1 week plus time. cannot just spend more quality time together? my house going to be very quiet without my sister and nephew. only me, my mum and my dad. hais. sibei dulan-ed. den i brought my laptop to the living room and put on my headphone and blast my song so that i hear nothing! i oso dun care alr.
and peijin was online! but only chatted like 5mins. she reached wuxi alr and need to unpack. hahas. glad that she's safe (:

and i'm in love with the song kidnap my heart by click five. (:

The Click Five - Kidnap My Heart.

Hey girl
What's your name
I think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know
How to get me all to your own
Weekends work the best
I'll pick the place, you do the rest
Hey now
Don't be shy
But you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight
Never thought it could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart

Can you get me up
More fun that I can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be here to keep you company
Put your hand in mine
Better hold on tight for the ride
Love at first sight
Never thought it could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart

Love at first sight
Never thought it could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart....

quizxzxz!

2008-05-20T16:15:00.004+08:00

ok. i'm been tagged by Kenix, Kenny and Shawnald respectively. so i'm here to do your quizzes!
i don't want to be spoilsport so yea. I'll do the quizzes respectively.

So firstly by Kenix,

1. Pick up the nearest book.
2. Open to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the next three sentences.
5. Tag five people and post a comment to the person who tagged you once you've posted your three sentences.

My three sentences are,
Its was Sharon.
'Holly, i know you're in there so just listen to me, OK?'
Holly sniffed back the tears that were beginning to well.

My book was P.S I Love You by Cecelia Ahern.
And the 5 people i tag is.. Keith, Sharyl, Chu Lien, Pei Xiu and Jolene. (:

Secondly by Kenny,

1) do you wish to do this test?
not really, but i don't want to be a spoilsport so here i am (:

2a) who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend?
i'm not gay! friends ftw!

2b) who is more important to you? friends or girlfriend?
er.. friends. i'm still single. (:

3) who is the person i trust most?
myself!

4) do you think you have enough confidence?
sometimes. but currently no.

5) do you like jay chou?
YES!

6) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
YES!

7) what is your goal this year?
to get good GPA throughout the year? lols. and some thing else. wahahas.

8) do you believe in eternity love?
yes i believe!

9) have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
no way! that's too extreme man. hahas.

10) what feeling you love most?
when i spend time with closest friends and family. (:

11) what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
to love me (:

12) list out 5 best friends of yours? (no rank)
5 best friends? omg that's too little la. too many to list! (:

13) do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes duh!

14) what do you think is the most important thing in my life?
my friends and family!

15) do you love anime?
BLEACH FTW!

16) describe the person who tagged me in 5 words?
funny, sociable, zai, zai and zai. LOL.

17) what have you done to please yourself
hanging out with dear friends (:

18) if time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
i love my life (:

19) name one girl you are madly in love with.
hmm.. ask kelvin for that. LOL! shhh =x=x

20)what music do you like the most?
all sorts except r&b, hip-hop and techno.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all. :D

1)kelvin

2)yuan ting

3)jiajia

4)joanne

5)yibin

6)shawnald

7)wei lun

8)wilson

AND finally lastly by Shawnald,

i'm supposed to post 10 random things or hobbies about myself, and tag 10 people afterwards. so here goes.

1)i love BBCO!
2)i love mahjong! LOL.
3)i love "magic word". =D
4)_|_ bros ftw!
5)female confidante ftw!
6)i love basketball.
7)i love singing but i suck at it.
8)i love music.
9)i miss you.
10)i wish i skipped lessons and went to the airport just now.

the fortunate 10 people,
dingchao, elliot, jasmine, kenix, melody, pearlyn, kenny, ying hao, amelia, sonia!

YES IM DONE. SHALL UPDATE LATER.
byes. (:

any better than this.

2008-05-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

sprained my leg again. long time never got sprain already. lols? kinda dumb to say that.
yesterday night went for SPCO camp, was sick during fri night and sat morning. so didn't go.
was kinda fun, except that the night walk was a failure. i was the first pair to go. so.. nvm.
slept for 3 hours only. den ah gong drove us to BBCO. was late for like one hour. hahas.
finally the exams were over and so many people came. hahas. but very little went for lunch.
only me, peijin, wan ting, hsien han, jia jia, rui ping, kenny, dave, deng yin and jason went.
went home at about 2 plus, reaching 3. in the end never go grandma's house. so slacked.
went to bball at 5.30. den played till 9. sprained my ankle by a little only. lucky. if not die.
and i have nothing to post already. should i go out DMAT-ians tmrw? see first bah. no ka-ching.

off to do music theory and come up with a script for REMT. byes.

and i don't know what else to do anymore.
guess i'll just leave it as it is first?
seriously, i'm left speechless.

Lifehouse Desktop by ~VanMarie on deviant ART

and how can i, stand here with you, and not be moved by you.
would you tell me, how could it be, any better than this?
and how can i, stand here with you, and not be moved by you.
would you tell me, how could it be, any better, any better than this?

welcome to the planet.

2008-05-15T22:56:00.005+08:00

Life is gone by *ssilence on deviant ART

hi. i dunno how to start. but i'm starting now anyway.
ok. im half dead now. ok im just crapping again. it's always liddat.
firstly, school sucks. i hate maths. im so gonna flunk it. and midi is always so sleepy.
tmrw having keys and et again. i hate et. so hard to sing. and keys getting harder. so many things.
i think im just repeating what i posted last time. but who cares. you can close this window if you don't like it.
and i hate singing in et. especially singing musical notes. sucks.
i dread tmrw. and im not going SPCO camp alr. only staying for sat night and sun morning.

was practicing et just now. but i gave up. nvm. stupid et.

on a lighter note. today had a really LONG and CHATTY convo with peijin the crazy girl. wahahas. damn long ok. hahas. (:

and im still revising maths which i have totally no clue of what's going on. this sucks.

and my eyes giving me problems again. nights.

happy birthday peixiu. (:

i dare you to move,
i dare you to move,
i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor.
i dare you to move,
i dare you to move,
like today never happened.
today never happened before.

2008-05-12T22:41:00.006+08:00

ok. first time using deviantart pictures. shall upload more next time. this is a random sentence.

sui ran wo yuan yi by wu jia hui is very nice. his voice like girl. but rocks man. rocks.

regrets. shld have been more realistic. now thinking of regrets oso no use.
have to work super hard. no choice alr. i don't want to waste my parent's money. jy ken. jy

joanne shuo de dui, sometimes life is that practical. cannot always pursue dreams. enjoy what you have in life and move on. just liddat. simple enough?
yet it's the simplicity that makes it so difficult.(copyrighted from sharyl)

i think having a female confidante is better than a guy confidante. (:

getting late. tmrw keys and music theory. better get some sleep. nights. (:

i dunno what to do anymore. someone help me pls.

sick.

2008-05-11T22:31:00.003+08:00

sick. zzz. woke up by a msg from xy. was sleeping man. stupid fever.
ARGH. i think i'm thinking too much. but i can't slow down. not now. too crucial.
if end of the world is true, i want it to hurry it up and begin.
kill all humanity, revolution of change. and a new start begins.

new start begins. how nice would it be.

happy mother's day mummy. (:

DIE.

2008-05-11T03:09:00.005+08:00

great doubts. great great doubts.
sucks.
2012 end of the world? hurry up please.
don't keep me waiting.
i hate that.

FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK
TTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

nothing left.

2008-05-10T19:03:00.003+08:00

revolution of change, all crossed out, nothing left.
no life plan,
what will come will come, if it doesn't, then so be it.
how things go, how things are, how things were meant to be.

i may not be the Ken you all know.

goodbye.


Matchbox Twenty - How Far We've Come
I’m waking up at the start of the end of the world
But it's feeling just like every other morning before
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone

The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour and I
Started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

But I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well, I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Well I believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know
And I can't remember caring for an hour or so
Started crying and I couldn't stop myself
I started running but there's no where to run to

I sat down on the street, took a look at myself
Said where you going man, you know the world is headed for hell?
Say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well, I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come (right now)
Let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend
Let's see how far we've come (oh yeah)
Let's see how far we've come

It's gone, gone, baby it's all gone
There's no one on the corner and there's no one at home
Well it was cool, cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me, and it's over for you
It's gone, gone, baby its all gone
There's no one on the corner and there's no one at home
Well it was cool, cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me and it's over for you

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come (oh yeah)
Let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend
Let's see how far we've come (oh yeah)
Let's see how far we've come

Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

tired.

2008-05-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

getting tired easily these few days. oh well.
i just wanna sleep. just wanna sleep.
dunno whether i should go or not. maybe go one time see see first?
but for the sake of myself, i think i will.
and i starting to think of alot of things.
alot of nonsense.
alot.
distractions go away please.

sunday mahjong please kelvin! (:

life as it is?

2008-05-04T22:47:00.005+08:00

i guess life is starting to have a twist now.. or has it already started since the first day of school but i didn't notice it? maybe im slow but.. i guess i started to notice it changing until now. it's gonna be a long post. so for those of you who dun wanna read about my boring life, pls press alt - f4. (:

studies.
i guess it's been hectic since the first day of school. teachers and seniors keep saying that last minute work is useless, you have to be consistent and not be lazy. but.. i have not started revising consistently? it's so tiring. i guess i really have to study now and have a no-life life and start to be a bookworm.. or rather, call me a nerd.

health.
same too? been jogging and playing basketball. body aching like hell. it's so tiring. i have 3 years to keep fit for NS.. i guess i should not give up on this. if it's too tiring i might skip a day or two.. depends. and my condition.. i still do not know whether it is serious or whether there is anything wrong with me at all. next appointment is 22nd may. going down to SGH again. second time.. for another test and x ray. cost my parents a bomb.. haish. stupid government. x ray also so expensive. what kind of medical treatment you providing for the people? so expensive. you think everyone earn 4 to 5k a month? my family is not rich but we're able to at least feed ourselves and have a bit of savings. im also trying to save money for the family. but if i find a part time job, im scared that i will be unable to find time to concentrate on my studies. this sucks man. den 6 june need go back SGH again for the medical report. this sucks.

cca.
GOING JEER INSPIRED COTT. <- figure this sentence out and i'll treat you a meal. now got two ccas, spco and spse. mr lee may be leaving at the end of the year after the dec concert. i dunno what to do. anyway, i think if mr lee quits, i will leave too. depends. see the situation first.
spse. i wanna play cello. but i don't think im up to it. i keep wanting to learn a new instrument. like piano, cello, etc. but i SUCK at reading staff scores. i guess if i cannot cope with spse i'll have to quit it and continue with spco den.
bbco. and i think the time has come for mr lee to give up on bbco after the august concert. he has already made plans to combine with hong kah north cc co. some people might not want to continue, don't want to mention who. i guess i'll join. but it'll be an entirely different atmosphere. see first bah.

i wanna get a keyboard but no money so its equal to impossible now..
i want the doctor to say that thr's nothing wrong with me when i go back on 6 june for my medical report.
i wanna be an expert in keyboard/piano but i think it's gonna take until im very old.
i feel like school is taking it's toll on me and i begin to feel that i might not be able suitable for this course.
i wanna be fit and healthy but it's gonna take me 3 years.
there is totally nothing i can do if everyone from bbco doesn't want to move to hong kah north cc.
i have great doubts about having two ccas.

how i wish i could just end this right now, but i cant waste my family's efforts and money.
how i wish the doomsday that was predicted by some wizards and the prophecy would come true on dec 2012 and the world would end just like that.
how i wish that stories and wl, david and i made up would come true one day, but i know it's impossible.
how i wish this.. how i wish that.. how i wish..

im still waiting. still waiting.
and i love mahjong.
i think only bbco knows what i mean. (:

tired.

2008-05-03T20:01:00.002+08:00

update update. these few days so tired. my body is not tired, but when i reach home, my eyes will close automatically when i lie on my bed. think my eyes got problem. maybe like weilun said not enough moisture? not sure. just very tired. school is getting really tiring, what's with maths tutorial which we all don't understand during class and keys is getting more fun but i wanna buy a keyboard which i don't haven money now and music theory is getting more interesting because we always make fun of the teacher now and ear training is as hard as ever because of singing and the sharps and flats and REMT is as slack as ever with Glow around but overall DMAT is very fun! hahas. except for IDEA of course. -.- stupid 20% assignment. i haven do at all sia. tmrw MUST do. alrights, off to do music theory now. BYE!

tired man. tired of all these. f***ing attitude problem. i just wanna do what i want. like that also buay song. fed up man. think you very big? i will do what i think is right and when i want to do it's my problem, and it's none of your business. get a life la, your thinking is too immature already. time for you to grow up. shan't continue anymore. bye.

sucks.

2008-05-01T13:34:00.005+08:00

GOING JEER INSPRIED COTT.

try and figure out what i'm saying. it's a sentence. i only mixed the letters up.
sucks man. going to do my homework now. i wanna sleep. bye all.

CORRINNE MAY FTW!

slowly it does, slowly it seems.

cca.

2008-04-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

okaes! i have decided to join one more cca. Singapore Polytechnic String Ensemble(SPSE). hahas. i wanna learn how to play the cello.
as for the photography club that i've signed up.. sorry. i doubt so now. hahas. im more musical type. hahas. oh wells, that's all for now. i shall go sign up tmrw. hahas.

ANYWAY! did i mention i was being sabo-ed to being the assistant class rep? zzzz. lucky not class rep. hahas. heng. good luck sharyl. LOL!

ok. tmrw 4.30 wake up. till tmrw! byes!

heaven knows, heaven knows.

2008-04-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

Save Me - Corrinne May

I drift, I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I'm helpless, I'm yearning
I'm like the putty in your hands

I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a roller coaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who i am
Just take my hand and

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you

I had a dream that i
was falling from the sky
At 90 miles an hour
I was bound to crash and die
But out of nowhere you came and rescued me
There must be some grace in the touch of your face
I'm so happy that I've found you
I'm no longer afraid

Oh ' cause you
Save me from this place
Heaven knows i'm falling
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting

Before i met you
Life was slow-mo
So slow-mo
I thought i had it figured out
But you came and turned my whole world upside down

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows you've come to

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
Waiting for you

=DD.

lalalala.

2008-04-28T16:03:00.003+08:00

hi all! monday! another tiring but fun day. hahas. as usual. 3 and a half hour practical, one hour break in between. hahas. monday lessons are most slack. thks to Glow. hahas. but the practical super hard man. hahas. ahh! haven done my CD and IDEA yet. sians. must do! looking forward for thurs! holiday! woohoo. hahas.

ytd bbco was fun. played longteng solo modified and finally yi ban ying xiang. super hard sia. 5 timpanis. chge thr chge here. omg. no time at all. lols. after bbco they ticketing committee got meeting, so the rest went to wm to eat lunch. den we went to xue ling's house to play mahjong! i keep winning sia. cause got magic word~ hahas. shh. dun tell anyone ok. super secret. but i think everyone in bbco knw alr. LOL. okok. shall go do my homework now. byes~

=DD. magic words. =DD. wahahas.

heaven knows i've falling
for you, my sweet embrace
heaven knows, heaven knows i've been waiting for you.

tiring.

2008-04-26T12:56:00.003+08:00

woaaah. 9 days never update alr. back to updating. else this blog will be dead. hahas.
the second week of poly life just passed liddat. hahas. getting more stressful at second week alr?
getting more tired each day. already chionging alr. my modules are year-long. i cant afford to fail ANY one of them. must persevere. jyjy ken. gogogo. you can do it.

ytd had qing gong yan at city hall. went to eat pepper lunch. damn full man. hahas. den actually wanted to catch a movie, but all the movie timing too late le. so we whole bunch 15 bbco people went to city link de TCC to drink coffee instead. tried Rose Juliet! quite nice (: actually was very tiring during dinner, but suddenly become very high. hahas. talked and chatted alot with them. reached home at about 12 plus. den fell asleep at 1plus. hahas.

okaes! im off to watch my vcd now. later will be doing maths. byes people!

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面倒くさそうに　笑いながらも
受話器の向こうで
答えてくれたね　あなた
ほんの少しわかり合えた頃
そんな喜び　感じている
I will love you.

Tシャツにジーンズで
普段着のまま　お洒落もしないで
鏡の自分を　覗き込む
ごめんね　許してね

クラクションが鳴る

面倒くさそうに　笑いながらも
車の窓から　手を振ってくれた　あなた
ほんの少しわかり合えた頃
そんな喜び　感じている
I will love you.

いつも恋が　走り出したら　あたしは
ネガティブな夢に苦しんでたの
そんな気持ちを忘れるほど
穏やかに　時間は流れる

目があったら　真面目な顔で
いつもよりドキっとしたんだよ
Ah 気のせいかな？
ほんの少しわかり合えた頃
そんなあなたを感じている
I will love you.

I love you.

Romanji

yomi kakete toji ta
anata kara guuzen no denwa

tsure dashi te hoshii
omoi kitte I say
ima korekara

nee mukae ni kite

mendou kusasouni warai nagara mo
juwaki no mukou de
kotae te kureta ne anata

honno sukoshi wakari aeta goro
sonna yorokobi kanji teiru
I will love you.

*T SHATSU ni JI^NZU de
fudangi no mama
o share moshi naide

kagami no jibun wo nozoki komu
gomen ne yurushi te ne

*KURAKUSHON ga naru

mendou kusasouni warai nagara mo
kuruma no mado kara
te wo futte kureta anata

honno sukoshi wakari aeta goro
sonna yorokobi kanji teiru
I will love you.

itsumo koi ga
hashiri dashi tara atashi ha
negateibu na yume ni
kurushin deta no

sonna kimochi wo wasureru hodo
odaya kani jikan ha nagareru

me ga attara majime na kao de
itsumo yori dokitto shitan dayo
Ah kino seikana ?

honno sukoshi wakari aeta goro
sonnaanatawo kanji teiru
I will love you

I love you.

Translation.

When I stopped flipping through the pages
I received a call from you unexpectedly
Wanting you to take me out
Without thinking further I say Right now

Nee come and pick me up

Even though you were smiling unenthusiastically
On the other side of phone
You answered. Didn't you?
When we started getting to know each other, even by just a bit
I feel the joy behind it
I will love you.

With T-shirt matching jeans
In my usual clothes Not even try to dress up
Looking at myself through the mirror
I'm sorry, do forgive me

Car horn sounds

Even though you were smiling unenthusiastically
From the car window You waved your hands toward me
When we started getting to know each other, even by just a bit
I feel the joy behind it
I will love you.

Every time love starts to take off
I always suffer from all these negative dreams
These feelings seem to go away
As the time quietly passes by

When our eyes met each other That serious look of yours
startled me even more than usual
Ah, is it my imagination?
When we started getting to know each other, even by just a bit
I sense your existence
I will love you.

I love you.

school, school, school.

2008-04-17T18:27:00.002+08:00

tired man. school is really tiring.

tuesday.
first keyboard lesson! woots. super fun la. although im only beginner. >< practice practice and practice bah!
music theory! nothing to say, first lesson, only intro and that's it! releases one hour earlier. (:
character development aka CD! super lame sia. combined class with DBIT. super sians. played icebreaker games, but super cold one lo. lame one. lols. ended at 3. den went to settle my enrollment stuff. sians. waited till 5 den done. run there run here. tiring.

wednesday.
IDEA lesson. lmao. botak teacher. cracking lame jokes about himself and the whole class laughing at him. hahas. played viwawa with 3 of my classmates. hahas! no one listening to him. lmao.
MIDI lesson! super fun. michael spicer. lols! learned about timbre. hahas. super fun. shall talk about later why.

thursday.(today)
music theory lesson again! wow first chapter make me blur sia. some terms very hard. lols. but generally all ok, cause got a lot of physics stuff inside. hahas. assignment not completed! at night den do bah.
MIDI lesson again! super fun. we have to create some sort music with some junk, like vacuum cleaner house, frying pans, sticks! lols. super fun. our group solid man. produce alot of timbres. hahas. our ending also very nice sia. throw everything on the floor when finish. hahas. super fun. michael spicer videoed us throughout the whole thing and we have to do some reflection over every group. hahas. not too bad, everyone did a good job. hahas.
last lesson maths! first lesson, intro for one hour, den gave us a worksheet to do. hahas. quite easy la. tmrw see how. hahas. teacher wanted to see our standards. hahas. so ya.

super tiring. tmrw 9 to 4.30 squeeze in mrt again. i hate it man. zzz. make me sweat like dunno what. qing gong yan tmrw night! faster decide man. hahas. anywhere i also will go one. hahas.

think i go rest for awhile bah. byes all(:

first day at school.

2008-04-14T21:36:00.002+08:00

hmm. first day at school. super slack? LOL. first lesson REMT practical. supposedly it's a 3 and a half hour lesson. but teacher gave us like an one hour break and releases us one hour earlier? LOL. left one and a half hour doing one worksheet - introducing yourself. LOL. super slack sia! den break from 11 to 1. went to JEC with everyone for lunch at kopitiam. hahas. den we went to arcade for awhile, den went back to lecture at 1. was late by 5mins! hahas. but who cares? (: yea den spent 40mins in the lecture room crapping with the teacher. and 20mins for a short physics lesson which is waves~~~~ lols! 20mins for one lesson. lesson over! hahas. so fast sia. not bad not bad. looking forward for tmrw's keyboard lesson! hahas. shall go sleep now. tmrw squeeze mrt again! -.- byes!